:: 带我走 ::

每次我总一个人走

交叉路口自己生活

这次你却说等我走

某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐

每个背影 每个场景都有

发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后

带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

带我走 就算我的爱

你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走

抱持缄默不皱眉头

这次你却说一起

走彼此温柔从此以后

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐

每个背影 每个场景

都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后

带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走 到遥远的以后

带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕 带我走

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫 带我走

* I sincerely gasp at the MARVEL of writing. Lyrics by renown Wu Qing Feng from Soda Green*

*he is a Chinese Major student, thus his great use of words for a song like this!*

*inspires me to take on Chinese language if given the chance, ever again...*

*and defintely, Rainie has somehow broken out of her image as a saccharine sweet teeny bopper,

good try based on the fact this is her fourth album and probably the last with her current contract with this label. *

:: 你不是真正的快乐 ::

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了

你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了

越是在手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则 不是 你的选择

于是你含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐

你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐

你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻 重新开始活着

作曲: 阿信 填词: 阿信 编曲: 五月天

:: change ::

If there is one thing that
You'd like me to change,
What would it be?

:: sinner ::

how many times have you sinned knowingly

but yet

with a great sense of guilt

indulge in the action of sin?

:: the Internet is for Porn ::

thanks to Avenue Q

we can for sure and be proud to exclaim!

The Internet is for PORN!

lol....

watch this

its even funnier than tt on Avenue Q

Sesame Street characters acting out the roles in Avenue Q

to the song Internet is for porn..

damn hilarious!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNARJPNz2CA

:: when 23 is old... ::

it only happens on the adult Sesame Strret

called Avenue Q

its hilarious!!

If you are not having exams..

(so all the uni students, too bad..)

and have some money to spare..

(most of the shows are left with $70-$120 tickets onli)

then go watch Avenue Q at the esplanade theatre..

on till this sunday..

real interesting characters..

promise you will laugh at the jokes and gross-ity

for 2.5 hours..

(maybe non-stop)

for an interesting preview..

watch this interview i found on You-tube..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuisMYrK9FY

:: stop to smell the flowers ::

Oh no. The Singapore Biennale is ending next sunday. But I've only seen the stuffs put up at City Hall. Haven't got time to go view the exhibits at Central promontory site and south beach development. Great chance wasted. Well well..

:: museum ::

When was the last time you went to the singapore museum. I admit it was the first time i went after it was refurbished. Wow. Is it different. Was there to watch Flare. Really good show. Great collaboration between two theatre companies which are completely different, but both i love. It was nice seeing old friends at the show, including my theatre teachers at different stages, Jean Ng (during sec sch), robin loon(during NS), jeffrey tan(during jc), haresh sharma(during jc). Also met brian gothong tan, rodney oliveiro, melody chen, and the list goes on.. When will i get my big break in theatre? I wonder. But back to the museum. Did you know its really nice? So many different galleries and spaces. And even a restaurant and bar with live band performance at night. Wow. Lovely night. Great performance which sparked interest in writing another play. Might be a commissioned work.. Praying hard. But for now.. Exams first!

:: fusionopolis ::

This 'state of the art' building at the boiling pot of Singapore's future, majoring in discovery and study of up and coming science and technology, focusing in research and development. It houses mainly A*star and its many subsidiaries and associates. And at the top of the building, at its 23rd to 25th story, holds the newest branch of Fitness First, which is my home club. Its the biggest branch and consist of a magnificent view of the west side of Singapore. Really. Its that tall offer such a view. Probably because its ceilings are 'sky-high, dramatic' ones. And with individual towers joint up to form it, the building is really huge lo. towers named such as symbiosis and connexis, no wonder its so fusion. And atas. Not to forget its so far off from anywhere. Can't wait for the MRT circle line 4 to open with the stop at one-north..

:: reflection ::

I took this random picture in a lift whereby it was surrounded by mirrors. Mirrors reflects. Sometimes, we should just stop, and look into our reflection, see what story lies in it. What else can we see, in ourselves, on our face, body, or around us. Reflect upon ourselves, what can we do? What do we need to do? Who are we?

:: water brilliance 1 ::

This is a new series on my Blog where i will Post photos of water features around singapore buildings i see which are what i consider pretty. A sight to behold. While walking around Raffles place today, i saw this water walk screen, at capital tower. It looked stunning. Simple yet unique. Its something like the one at raffle's city, but it flows against the rock walk, creating a different texture and feel. Really classy and nice. Next up, will try to grab a pic of the famous water feature at millenia walk which has appeared in numerous television trailers and drama serial. Pretty pretty..

:: roller coaster ride! ::

its examinations week next week
and its going to be a hell of a roller coaster ride
with many things cramped up! oh my god!
emotional and mental torture.. be prepared..

yesterday
watched Avenue Q
its really funny
and wat i watch out more is the story development, characters and production
its a great set and storyline
but i guess its a show for the masses..
noting much technocal to note of
but nonetheless
its a really great performance
since many of the show's 3 weeks run has been fully booked.
will remember the songs like "if you were gay", "internet is for porn" and "It sucks to be me".
well
i'm now listening to the Broadway original cast recording
a really nice memory of a great musical!
anyone wants can borrow from me and have a great laugh at the songs..

read a few comments and reviews about Gemuk Girls by The Necessary Stage
i seems to be a great play
in theatrics and script
but too bad..
just when i wanted to get tickets
its all sold out le!

but I'm gonna catch Flare ( a play bout live during n after a earthquake in a neighbouring country)
by Cake Theatrical and The Finger Players
quite looking forward to it
coz its really interesting to see two companies which i like and are pretty known to be good companies..
hope dearie will be able to watch it with me

that brings me back to another topic
watched Ave Q with weizhi yesterday
because someone was busy
and couldn't make it

well well..
sometimes
i really hope he can relax and take things in different perspective
i hope he can see things through other's life
who knows what happens
he is sometimes domineering
just the way i like it
but then
there are times when i feel he hould think of what people really want
and not simply wat he perceives

sometimes
i might say i'm tired
like really "tired"
because i don't just want to be pampered
i want to be a bigger part of your life
not just someone who gets your love
or how it appears to be "love"

its not easy
you might say again
you don't know what young people think
but hey
if i can understand you and what you really want
mayb you can try to reciprocate that as well
i know work is tough
and you are one who knows how to work hard n play hard
and seperates the two apporpriately

probably you need to separate your social life from mine
i know your friends
but do you know mine?

there are things you do with your friends
and try to pull me in when i might not be interested
then there are other activities
which you simply count me out
you don't seem to care about anyting at all

on the long run
i really don't understand you
your stand on things
and what you are really looking for
your fast changing attitude makes me feel lost
98% of the time
i enjoy the many things
but its the little things that matters more

hopefully
by saying you love me
we can integrate each other into one another's life
and not just say so

be it..
if we are going to live together (forever? long term? i don't know. though i know you want to.. ?)
we have to balance. merge. move on.

sometimes
being simplistic is the best
get back to your roots of being the child-like boy when you are with me
think of being simple
thats easier.. to think and do..
haha.. now i am at a lost myself.. what do i really want??

**ps: anyone wants to go Zoukout, watch Snow white and the seven dwarfs by Wildrice, First Light by Toy Factory, Lee Guitars All Stars Concert, please contact me!**

:: death day draws near ::

i hate it
i so so know that exams is just less than a week away
yet
i feel like everyday
i'm just going to waste
ya..
how sucky is that

its actually quite scary
to know tt you might not make it
yet don't seem to be putting enough effort..

i need a push..

some power hands
do your job!!

:: amnesia (-ic) ::

i tink i'm either ill
or over worked
stressed out
maybe just simply
i'm going to die soon
due to some unknown illness

i get sudden bouts of dizziness
those when you feel faint
and suddenly do not know what you are doing
where you are currently
and seem to be doing something completely senseless

that sounds pretty bad ah?

i use to have it mayb once or twice a month
but now it seems more regular
sometimes during my gym workouts
sometimes at home
sometimes simply on the go..

it feels weird and scary
really
because you are not in control

am i really ill?
am i going to die soon??

:: magic lee hom ::

Apparently a magic trick and he was off the stage and appeared at another corner of the stadium. Walking down and i had the chance to be so close to him.. Wow.. I touched his arms lo.. Lol.. He is so so sooooo cute.. Handsome and smooth face..

:: the music man ::

I'm still at the music man tour of wang lee hom. Excellent. Next song, luo ye gui gen, with him on violin. He is so multi talented and handsome.. Swoons.. Ok.. I shall go enjoy myself..

:: (gushing) random thoughts ::

i'm suddenly overfilled with emotions
of anger
love
pain
happiness
eagerness
frustration

everything

i've a million thoughts running through my brains now

i shall tell them (i hope)
when i feel like the time is right..

i've got a million things to type
but i just don't feel like blogging them now
so just wait
for the potion to overflow
for the burst..
for everything to fall into place

i'm tired
really tired

so it ends

:: the beng and the mamasan ::

The beng with the ultimate daddy.. I mean. Ahem, mummy.. Who promised to get me a Chio girl.. But.. Me not interested la.. Lol.. Mummy herself/himself is chio enough lo.. Rofl..

:: the beng n another can't be decided ::

Izyan can't decide what she is. But i look Damn beng in my chestnut uniform, tucked out, with pierced dar.. Haha..

:: the beng, the elvis and the geek ::

Haha.. That was my look yesterday. Still can't decide if i look like a beng or geek, with the hair, looks like elvis in uniform too.. Someone even told me i look like muttons from 987.. Lol.. My first halloween party was a blast!

:: friend ::

i thought about it for awhile

then i decided i need to write it on my blog

but using so long to tink

i did not know what title to put

so i put it simply (or bluntly)

as friend

i saw u

i tapped you on the shoulder

you turned back

and just gave me a nod

maybe u were busy

after i got what i wanted at the coffeeshop

i still saw you waiting by the road side

maybe for someone to appear

so i went ahead

hoping to chat with you

a friend whom i've not talked to for so long

but u onli turned back

to ask me a question

with you looking tired and worn out

i don't know

but with benefit of a doubt

i shall just take it as you are tired

mayb i'm tinking too much

but i feel tt we have lost it

remembering the incident back then

which we have already clarified.

i still take you as a very close

very special friend

hope you will reciprocate

once your best friend.. (i hope)

:: hello?? halloween?? ::

Epiphany is celebrating Halloween with a party at staff club this thursday
i have to go..
but i'm so dead with no ideas and no money to get costumes too..
what can i do??

any ideas????

btw.. its really interesting tt i read tt singapore really celebrates halloween in a blast
look at all the major clubs, zouk, butter factory, double o, st james
everything is so thought out
interesting themes n great prizes (a trip to cape town is zouk's top prize for the best dressed)
with so much money n effort involved
i'm sure it will be great..
but i'm not in the mood to spent money
and i'm desperately out of creative ideas..

well well..

maybe next few year
when i do have the hardcore clubbing friends back (haha.. guys.. i've not forgotten u, but we are v busy la hor, so dun tink u all will be free..)
maybe when we all got our job n is ready to fun
then i shall go all out and scare all during halloween..

but then again
if anyone of u are going and dun mind me tagging along
or wants to just pull a few of us and go party this friday
do contact me ya..

i want to dress up..
just dunno how n dun have the $$
well..
the fun's onli for a night..
and the exams in the next few weeks are gonna be more fun.. hiak hiak hiak..

:: i need a trainer ::

i need a personal trainer

who does not charge too much

and i can afford

who is good and knows his things

and can guide me even outside gym

(including what and what not to eat)

to encourage me on my regiment

to push me to do more

to properly help me lose weight n build muscles

i need to loose weight properly

and not rebound every few days

i need to know all the proper techniques to maintain

because i've just gained weight again..

after 3 days of not going to gym...

and eating carbo.. ARGH!

i'm sinful

i've sinned..

i can't forgive myself

i need to control and go on my tightest diet

and train doubly hard

my ogal is just ther

no more rebounds!!!!

:: isaac is going crazy ::

i have all rights to think i'm mentally ill

because i'm so DAMN stress

and i'm having constant headaches

and going into fainting mode

and into states of trances suddenly

and not knowing what happen

weird feelings of deja vu

and crazy little snippets when i don't remember where i'm suddenly

don't even remember what i did the day before

or even what happen in the morning, even just hours before

i'll suddenly find myself in somewhere

but can't remember how i got there

and be on a transportation and not know where my destination is..

when i am gyming

i have the crazy urge to do many sets

but thereafter

feeling so tense in my muscles

and feel like giving up..

and despite my efforts..

i don't see significant results

and my body weight changes faster than singapore's weather

majiam like the current share market..

which is really bad..

currently

i need to have a better plan for my life

i feel lost..

and in need..

of a pace setter

someone to guide me

and help me through...

:: weight check 001 ::

its been an amazing 3.5 weeks since i started out my weight loss program
and although i started with a "dream/desire"
(a relatively unbelievable target)
or 5kg within 3 weeks
and now, i can confirm tt i've not reached it
(to put bluntly, i've failed, quite miserably..

but the consolation is
i've indeed lost some (like really little) weight
and i've gotten into the good habit of sports
and gymming at least 4 times a week
(each session 1 hr, no less..)

arms, legs, total body, circuit, cardio..
and so its goes..

here's the results for stage one..

date started: 30/09/08
weight started: 105.5kg

date today: 23/10/08
weight today: 101.6kg

total weight loss to date: 3.9kg

ok la..
2 things..
one is i dun quite believe the weighing scale at fitness first millenia walk
coz everytime i take the weight like damn low..
so it might not be accurate
though it sures makes me feel pleased, happy and "zhan zhan zi xi.."
haha..

next..
my cut carbo diet is going very well
but i need to work more on it to sustain
no stealing sweet food and rice every two-three days
and try to cut down on the salad dressings as n when possible..
must resist the temptations
i can do it!

i suddenly luuurrvve tau huay
anytype
anytime.. muahahah..

(5kg in the next three week's is gonna be tough becoz of exams,. but i'll try..
next report due: 15 nov..)

:: its christmas?! ::

Today is 21st october. 2 months plus 4 days to 25 december. And here at paragon, the decorations are already up. Wow! Its christmas time le! Isn't it too early? Hey Dearie, its time to bring out the used in the store..

:: post-real run ::

post real run

tired
aching
cramp legs..

first 2km: good momentum.. running through the gates.. reached into the outback trail area.. argh.. bumpy road.. tiring.. keep going! how far le? dunno.. .... ... oh.. 1km.. great.. 2km.. and still in trail.. where's the turn? its damn hot! ah... water point.. (not cold) ice mountain and (quite cold) post mixed 100 plus.. ooh..

out of trail area.. finally.. 3km! yes! long long stretch of road down aviation way.. huh? aiyo.. run run run.. 4km.. yay... water point.. and more long straigh road/airplane taxiway.. aiyoo... gruelling..

finally.. 5km.. 15 km turn this way.. down the park connector cycling route.. erm.. wow.. long stretch with the end no where in sight.. run .. jog.. run.. jog.. 6km... where's the damn water point? jog... walk.. 7km.. water point 500m ahead.. wow.. jog... water point!! a little way more to u-turn point.. half way mark le.. jiayou! run.. run.. 8km! ouch..

now, i tink my underarm there at my triceps, got abrasion.. ouch! it hurts.. must be caused by the rubbing when running.. rubbing with the fbt singlet.. ooh.. endure.. bery pain.. *raises armpit to avoid contact..* endure.. you can do it..

eh.. another waterpoint, directly behind the previous.. ooh.. run jog run jog.. walk.. jog.. 9km! yay.. look at time.. lagging behind target le.. haiz~ shucks.. i feel my shoes not feeling very well.. how.. dun care.. jog!

10km point.. a little more to the last gruelling 5km.. ooh.. reached changi beach park le.. tts good.. water point!! 11km marker! great.. 4 more km.. wow.. i can do it! wahaha..

walk in the park.. literally.. coz i'm so drenched, drained n tired.. hmm.. oh no.. the 600m of beach sand route.. you can de.. walk and try to jog, sand gets into shoe.,. super uncomfy.. endure.. finally, 12km.. and a little more on the beach.. yay! reach normal land again.. should be less than 2.5km more.. look at watch.. super lagging.. W say: eh.. i go biah timing.. you jiayou k, see you at finishing point.. ??????? what the heck.. at kind of bf is tt??? hmpf.. and he chiong.. run jog run jog.. back to the endless taxiway route to finish point.. wow.. 2.4 km never seems so long..

run run run.. 13km..oh no.. the rubber bottom sole of my right shoe peel off le.. walk walk.. aiya.. just tear it out la! unbalanced new balance.. tts the NEW balance? haha.. jog jog.. run run.. 14km.. 1km more onli.. lets chiong.. sprint sprint.. oh no.. the left side sole oso peeling off le..
heck la.. tear it and hold both in hand.. run.. look at camera, smile.. hehe..

run run run.. reaching le.. the SJI bois shout: good job, you can do it.. keep going.. 300m more.. 300? great.. chiong ah!!!! run run run.. reaching le.. over the carpark, then the little bridge.. oh shit.. leg cramp.. wobbly legs.. stop a while and walk.. walk, jog, walk jog.. chiong for last 50m.. made it!!

haha..

great little goodie bag and red new balance tee shirt was the reward for the 15km gruelling run with the most accidents ever.. my shoes.. haiz!

on a side note, i won a prize in the lucky draw..

MO1933.. won the 29th prize.. wow.. its the first time at a run lucky draw tt i win.. haha.. but i go collect the prize n it was only a NB cap n socks.. and some beauty voucher.. thanks hah..

cleaned up, changed out of my shoes, and clothes.. then proceeded on to take shuttle bus out to pasir ris interchange. W followed me to grab a cab down to SRT at Robertson walk for Young Co. auditions.. ooh.. thanks for the chance tt they gave me..

then we headed for lunch at liang court.. we went tampopo deli.. ya.. tt tampopo deli which everyone recommends.. i've been there twice before.. but tis is the first time i recommend it.. haha.. no time in the past.. its a little shop in basement 1 of Liang Court which serves great authentic japanese takeaway,.. here's what we each had..


that's Katsu Don and the famous cream puff..
the katsu don is really good.. with a piece each of fried ebi, fish fillet and chicken, served on a seaweed covered portion of rice with pork floss, and accompanied with a kani salad.. ooh.. its good! the batter is great.. and the rice is really fluffy n tasty. the tartar sauce is very good, adequate sourness and saltiness.. great don set!

then the ever famous cream puf.. It cost $2.60 for one.. and $5 for two.. usually theres a queue for it.. it is really that good.. on weekends, you can onli buy a max of four per person. see..

the bite into it is perfect.. the puff is just right bite, and the cream.. oh.. it oozes out with just the first bite.. oooooh!!! heavenly.. sweet but not overly cloying.. milky and creamy.. really really good.. you should try it man!!

tts all for a tiring sunday morning.. oh my! i'm still aching.. my foot, my calves, my back, my shoulders, my arms, the abrasion part hurts, so does my neck.. haiz~

till the next physical challenges ahead
-Swissotel Stamford Vertical Marathon (72 storeys up)(16 nov)
-Stan Chart Singapore Marathon 2008 (42.195km far)(7 December)

ooh...

:: get ready to run ::

I'm at changi expo now. The one where the air show is held. Sitting down. And feeling very sleepy despite just downing a can of red bull and going for a 15km run at 7.45am.. Ah.. Sleepy! Can't they change the timing for the shuttle bus.. So early come for wat.. Yawnz

:: caffeinated ::

I know tis picture doesn't say much, at most, its a bad picture. The focal point i want to bring across is that, look, this is Tanglin Mall. And at the centre was what used to be mcdonald's. Guess what. Its been taken over by (yet another) starbucks. Is singapore really getting over caffeinated? Which shopping mall in orchard area does not have a coffee joint? Starbucks, coffeebean, pacific coffee, spinelli, gloria jeans, coffee club... Vivo city and its vicinity has almost everyone of the above. Suntec city worst, 5 starbucks in one big mall. Oh my god. Even Raffles city has 2 star bucks, not to mention spinelli. Gloria jeans. Pacific.. Wow. Did you know, singapore has the most starbucks in SEA? Out of 84 outlets, 67 are in singapore. And with the recent debacle with the water pit well issue.. Hmm.. Singapore needs environment saving efforts.. Save environment and waste precious water? Hmm... Anyway, back to the coffee issue. Do we really need so many coffee places? To sit and rest or get caffeinated? On a side note, tea is much healthier. Really. It contains less calories (even compared to black unsweetened coffee), High in antioxident, and definitely a healthy and budget drink for anytime. And come on, tink of this, how often do u drink coffee at the joints? Most go for frappe or ice blended right? Think twice before u enter a coffee joint the next time for a coffee. Yes. It might be sinful..

:: atas facelift ::

Seriously
Paragon is a real atas place
looks at the shops
and count the number u have stepped into
are keen to step into
and will never step into..
haha..

because i gym at fitness first quite regularly
(and its my favourite since there's so many cute guys gymming there
and it being a centralised locale..)
i go paragon regularly..
(like duh..)

lets see..
project shop
ralph lauren
emernegildo zegna
dunhill
Armani Exchange
the high end fashion list goes on and on and on..

look at the supermarket
although they sell everything (also) available to Cold Storage at ngee ann city opposite
but its called Marketplace.. (yeah, i know there's a change in ownership thus the name.., but..)

the food.. oh my god..
its heaven!
the first din tai feng was there (before opening at more "down to earth" places)
spagheddies
canale pattiserie
project shop cafe
bazerkin
Lawry's
tsk tsk tsk..
all so atas lo..

and i bet because tt place is making so much money
they are going throuh yet another facelift
yup..
they are doing retrofitting to that damn classy building yet again
its been less than 5 years since they last did lo
(after buying over the Promenade.. thus expanding)
and now,
although its already so clean, prim and high class looking
they are going to do a major renovation to make it even more atas..

well well

so fitness first will move to a bigger outlet on the upper levels..

anyway.. on another note
i realise i made the right choice to follow dearie to join fitness first..
its so atas lo
its every locale is also very atas..
onli premium brands in the shopping mall then can open.. haha
think The Cathay (atas right..)
Paragon (like I said, atas lo)
Millenia Walk (when was the last time u went there? never go right, coz its too atas)
Fusionopolos (this business place, u mite not even hear of it before.. how to pronounce huh)
One George Street
One Raffles Quay (in singapore, got one in front means atas lo, think one newton, one fullerton..)
OUB centre.. (bank building, definitely atas.)
except AMK hub.. sounds atas, but very unatas..

wat's so atas about fitness first?
their membership consultant wears coat one leh
the member's rest area serve coffee, tea, green tea, and coke machine which specifies the calories per 100ml.. unlike other fitness clubs which onli has water cooler
amongst many other things la.. haha..

well well..

so here i am, these days
enjoying my "atas" lifestyle because of a certain somebody
my Bakerzin cakes
healthy salad and meat from Marketplace
deserts from canale
tea from Project shop
weekend brunch at PS cafe at Dempsey hill

and bath products from L'occitane
face wash from Kiehl's
and soap from.......

..... atas right?

:: birds on orchard ::

Those are not the remaining ashes blown into the airspace. They are birds. Many many Birds flying across. A pretty sight to behold. And yes. The buildings are cineleisure orchard, and meritus mandarin behind.. Pretty.

:: Fashionista Alert! ::

bet you did not know...
they are pronounced like that..
(seriously, i pronounced quite a few wrongly normally.. )
(try to reading them before u see the correct pronounciation (in bracket))

Anteprima (On-tay-pre-ma)
Anya Hindmarch (Un-ya Hine-march)
Agnes B. (Arg-nias Bay)
Azzedine Alaia (Aza-deen A-lye-a)
Balenciaga (Ber-larn-sia-ga)
Bally (Ba-li)
Balmain (Bahl-mahn)
Baume & Mercier (Bomi Merci-yay)
Braun Buffel (Brown Byu-furl)
Bvlgari (Bull-ge-ri)
Byblos (Be-blos)
Cacharel (Kare-sha-hell)
Cerruti (Cher-ru-tee)
Chantal Thomass (Shan-tal To-mah)
Charles Jourdan (Sharls Shor-Darn)
Charrier (Sha-ree-ay)
Che Che New York (Chee Chee New York)
Chloe (Klo-ay)
Christian Labourtin (Christian Loo-boo-tahn)
Christian Lacroix (Christian Le-kwah)
Claude Montana (Kload Moan-tana)
Commes Des Garcons (Kom Day Gah-sohn)
Coccinelle (Kor-chee-nel-li)
Courreges (Coor-ash)
Cynthia Rowley (Cynthia Rao-li)
Dolce & Gabbana (Dole-chay & Ger-bana)
Donna Karan (Donna Karen)
Dries Van Noten (Drees Varn Note-earn)
Emmanuel Ungaro (Ee-man-noo-el Oon-ga-ro)
Etro (Air-tro)
Fa:ge (Farge)
Furla (Foor-la)
Georg Jensen (Jog Yen-sen)
Gianfranco Ferre (Gianfranco Fair-ray)
Gianni Versace (Gee-ya-nee Ver-sa-chee)
Givenchy (Jee-von-she)
Guy Laroche (Ghee Lah-rosh)
Helmut Lang (Hel-moot Lung)
Hermes (Air-mez)
Herve Leger (Er-vee Lee-zhee)
Issey Miyake (Is-say Mi-ya-kay)
Jaeger-LeCoultre (Yay-ger ler Koot)
Jean Paul Gaultier (Zhon Paul Gol-tee-air)
Lanvin (Larn-von)
Loewe (Lo-ay-vay)
Longchamp (Long-shum)
Louis Feraud (Loo-ee Fay-ho)
Louis Vuitton (Loo-ee Vui-tong)
Marithe et Francois Girbaud (Mar-hi-tay ay France-sua Jee-bow)
Martine Sitbon (Marh-tin Si-bong)
Narcisco Rodriquez (Nah-see-so Rodri-gehz)
Pierre Cardin (Pier Karh-Donh)
Plein Sud (Plan Sood)
Romeo Gigli (Romeo Gee-li)
Salvatore Ferragamo (Sel-ver-tor-ray Fairer-gum-moh)
Thierry Mugler (Teary Moo-glay)
YSL Rive Gauche (YSL Reev Gosh)
Yves Saint Laurent (Eve Saint Lor-rong)

How many are you correct before reading this?

milobi says: "whoa lau, so cheeem for what.."

:: stuck in lift ::

Yeah.. I'm stuck in the lift. NOW! on a bright and sunny wednesday morning. I entered the lift, pressed level one, the lift door closed, it moved an inch. Then it stopped. Luckily there's still air ventilation and lights. I called the Damn hotline.. And waited for half an hour..people walking outside saw me in the lift. But all bo chap! Hmpf.. My neighbours.. Bleah! I called again. They say despatched the rescue team le. Ok.. Wait.. The uncle is here. He opened the door. Ending my moments of fright and terror. Now what? No apologies or anything? Hmpf! So i shall bring my traumatised self to the other lift and go down? Wow. I am soooo impressed! Bleah! Fuck the Damn hdb team for their inefficiency and system. I'll definitely consider writing a damage claim against them..

:: A*Mei Star Tour 2008 ::

Visuals adapted from www.cruzteng.com

Just for the visuals..


This was A*Mei Star Tour Singapore Concert (Reprise)


4th October 2008 . 8pm . Singapore Indoor Stadium

:: Call her the Queen! ::

A*Mei Star Tour 2008
rocks the house
ENTIRELY!!

Was at Singapore Indoor Stadium last saturday night
with W and crew
before tt we were at kallang entertainment complex
and we saw a whole LOAD of ajs there as well, presumably waiting to watch
A*mei's concert..

well
she is the mandarin pop's version of madonna/kylie minogue (aka gay icon)
so its not exactly surprising to see ao many PLUs eager to enjoy the night
singing to her many hits
and gyrating to her every beat..

the concert was superb
was a little disappointed to have missed her Star concert last year when it was first in town
so given the opportunity that it has returned for a second time
I was quick to bark at my friends asking for company to the party!

and what a party it was!!

it was an instant discoteque right from the very first song
and along the way, the 3+ hour concert was packed with
hits after hits
even the more "leng men" songs W was also able to sing
like "bie zai shang kou shang sa yan", "wo wu suo wei"

the hits were like super k party
the 10000 strong crowd singing together in unison
the lyrics on the screen was so unnecessary
as fans would all have memorised them by heart
like "ting hai", "ren zhi", "wo ke yi bao ni ma"

fast tracks making its mark included
"yes or no", "A ji yu le"
and sensual dance songs like "wei duo li ya de mi mi"
saw A*mei singing with 4 sexy male dancers stripped to sexy white shorts..
HOT!!!!

the party went on with hits after hits
ending on a high note with songs like "Bad boy", "High high high",
"gei wo gan jue" and "jie mei"

it was definitely a party worth returning to!!

suddenly mid-way through the concert,
i remembered tt
if i'm not wrong
the last concert of A*mei i went to was back in 1999
at "Mei Li 99" concert
was sitting way back
at National Stadium
(yeah, she could very well command a 55000 crowd lo!)

come'on
that's why we call her the Queen!

i'm definitely not going to miss her concert the next time!

now, awaiting for wang lee hom's concert..
(Lee guitars.. haven't bot tix yet.. well well.. $$$ problem leh..)

:: orchard ::

was in town earlier today, and i've come to realise somethings about me..

i like to look at people who dress up nicely
but i've decided i juz don't suit the looks which i like
there are clothes that are nice
but it just doesn't attract me to buy them
i want to follow a certain look tt's comehow in fashion (or so it seems)
but its either there's no such size for me, i can't seem to carry it off, or the item is too ex..
so i look for cheaper alternative..
maybe i shall be happy and keep being me
as long as i wear clothes which i'm comfortable with
i tink i will be confident and carry it the way i always do
and look good, importantly... hehe!

today orchard is SOOOOOOO crowded!
i hate it when its like tt
its hari raya puasa today
so the streets were mainly dominated by chinese
haha.. its juz someting i noted.. noting special actually

I hate kids who are LOUD!
and show off
who speaks loudly, acting like adults,
proudly and arrogantly
like they know the whole world
and the whole shop/shopping centre/bus knows them
and their parents actually continues letting them talk so inconsiderately
i almost wanted to ask this boy in the bus to shut up
if not because W held me back..
bleah!!!

I witness a small tiff between two guys and another girl
don't really know what happen
juz that they were pushing each other
couldn't hear the details for sure
but the people all around were staring and they were in the middle
then the crowd gathered
some aunties walking behind me were like: "eh, got film tv show ah?"
"no la, i think fight.."
"eh, wait and see leh.."
erm.. see wat? movie ah? dotz...
then the whole situation was so awkward.. evryone staring at them..
with the radius 10m around them empty..
no one dare to walk across.. so funny lo

also hor, please..
don't give funny looks when you here a guy calling another guy dear/darling/baby...
it irks me when people give us the stare..
come on.. be an open society..

on the side note, to avoid such instances
we were joking tt W should call me boy
and i call him daddy.. lol..
bet u r angry when u read tis.. daddy..

does anyone reading my blog yourself being a PT trainer or knows someone whos a PT trainer?
care o help me loose weight..
some people's plan has failed miserably
i need a proper person to help train me.. haha..

on another matter..
does anyone know wat's the use of the sauna and steam room?
when do you use it?
what purpose does it serve?
how to use it effectively?
how long to stay inside?
anything to note after using?
well well well...

:: reality check ::

part 1:

I am feeling quite bad, because I'm emotionally down the past week, I did not turn up for certain events that I promised to earlier. Sometimes, I feel that I should inform beforehand, but somehow or rather, I am the "running away" sort of person. The feeling of putting aeroplane is really nasty. I hate it, but am guilty of it.

From now, I promise to inform earlier if I am unable to make it. But for the time being, please "tahan" it.. coz i'm going through a rough patch..

(for your info, if i told you i'm sick, i'm really sick. becoz the weather has been temperamental, and I have been having migraines and colds on an irregular basis the past 2 weeks.. I may "pang seh" without a word, but I never bluff people!)

part 2:

Sometimes, I do not know how to face you. being a friend, its hard to tell you off. No matter how vocal I can be, but its hard to tell you directly if I am really not interested. not answering your calls and msn messages and emails are a way to tell you i'm off the line, and try not to continue "pestering" me with regards to the plan. Like i said, i never bluff people, what I may be interested at the start, I might be a little put off now, so.. get the hint, stop coming close off my back..

part 3:

dragon boating is my passion. I have always wanted to be a healthy boy. I want the tan and dark skin. and to match that, I want a toned body. I am far away from it. i am trying my best to slim down. if you do not have constructive comments to make, then keep it to yourself. don't spoil other's morale. I will do it to prove you you. i have the strong mettle to keep it going. and i will.

the target i set now, is for you to see me in a better shape, by this christmas.

part 4:

unfortunately, I am not catching up on my schoolwork. mental wise, I just do not have the interest. i really am tired. probably because what I am studying, i have completely no interest in it. it sucks, big time, really. i need to be motivated. and hopefully, i will wake up my idea and keep going.. there isn't much time left, so friends, encourage me. i need them, no matter how tough i may look. be the one to bother me and keep pushing me. i need to be kicked at my butt.

part 5:

i know I have gotten into too much activities. far too much. that I am unable to cope. i do not know where to start. i wonder if i'm fit for the tasks. they are piling up. its bad. really bad.. all my main coms and exco, why did i start them? what do i really want to achieve out of them? why can't I prioritise? shit!

part 6:

relationship wise, i hit a rock. he is good. i know. everyone knows. it seems like its going strong, but the undercurrents... the society is giving the pressure. i'm afraid I am too young and juvenile. i do not know how to make decisions yet. but now, at least I hope i've made the right one. a promise, it will last a lifetime..




*from now, everything and every decision i make, i will have to think twice. i need to push myself. i need to prioritise. i need to have a good grip of myself, my time, my money, my studies, my activities, my health. my life!*

:: i want a healthy tan and bod ::

I want a nicer, darker, more beautiful tan. And a better, fitter bod.. I need help on that.. Haha.

:: getting physical ::

i feel abit old. really. was at the gym today. and probably due to 2 consecutive days outside walking around, and quite some straineous activities, i feel worn out. I could not concentrate on the cardio workout, i stopped 1/4 through my exercise. I suddenly did not know what I was doing and what I wanted. I need a physical activities trainer. I need to know how to train properly to lose the fats. I really want to regain the days when i was in army (suddenly seems so long ago and far fetched..) I think i need to know how to train right to attain maximum!

during my laps in the pool, i got tired just after 12 laps.. that was really bad.. 600m onli and i was panting, and my muscles aching.. I don't know what i want and need and can, i guess..

anyone true fitness buff who knows and can assist me?

(six pecs? haha.. i'm dreaming.. a fitter bod will be good enough...)

:: r.e.c.e.s.s.week....?? ::

recess
a time to rest
to look back..

i'm tired
its monday
time flies
before i know it
the week will be gone

i'm guilty of some stuffs
what is it i want
i seem to not to know..

my ultimate aim?
hahahahahaha..
Isaac just lives and let live

hopefully he will be always to lucky!
to get away with things..

*sidetrack*
today was a Epiphany outing with seniors
things didn't really run too well
but we tried our best
to bond all together
and the small little party turned out fun
and everyone bonded!

tmr going to see biennale at city hall n south beach development
with weizhi, andy n ron
hope to enjoy myself!
wonder! its gonna b spectecular, i hope...

:: while the rest of the world... ::

... gets busy with political turmoil..

isaac plans to write a political play.. hahaha...
and tries to avoid politics..

... gets busy with financial crisis...

isaac is also setting himself into a personal financial crisis..
but i doubt anyone would use a bailout to save me..

... has presidents "quitting"

isaac is getting himself overly busy with a million and one things
even if somethings he can't explain..
doesn't know what to do..
feels dumb
gets bored
completely puzzled by plans and arrangement
doubts his own ability and capability
and feels like quitting on some matters..

... has terrorist attacks..

isaac doesn't understand whagt the heck are they thinking..

... financial markets and large company turns over

isaac seems ambivalent
isaac is also neutral to such
he is an idiot, really..

... when the local theatre scene is proceeding

isaac seems to be letting his creativity backflow
and starts to think of ways writing plays with same ideas..
he needs to wake up..

...is troubled over milk

he just wants to make some lame jokes out of the milk brand names..

...is moving on F1 success

he wants to avoid Marina area at all cost this week..

...everyone is enjoying their recess

Isaac is going to be so busy this week
or so he thinks..

...people want a healthier lifestyle

Isaac wants too, but
despite exercising a whole lot
but eats even more
especially at unearthly times
which makes him fat

Isaac wants too many things
but he can't be
and he needs someone to constantly alert him
that he is not superman

someone.. anyone..

miloboi says: "being alone lets you think more,
about the endless possibilities..
and not needing to concern yourself too much
about the feeling..
or what is love, really.."

:: i am sick ::

I am sick
i feel warm
i have a sore throat
but i don't want to miss school
especially since tmr there's jap lesson
and its the last week before recess
i bet it will be a nice comma to end the "term"/"week"..
but i feel bad..

i'm tired
lethargic
sleepy
feverish
sad

:: shows to watch . monetary crisis ::

i need to work for my money soon
if not the way i go
my card will go boom
and the companies will be chasing me like those gangster films..

i need money to pay for many things..
bills.. show tickets.. food..
so many things i want..
so little money..
haiz~

anyways.. here's a list of the shows i'm gonna catch in the following few months..
21 Sept (sun) 8pm - SRT's Boom
4th Oct (Sat) 8pm - A*mei Star Tour Singapore Concert
1st Nov (Sat) 8pm - Lee Hom Music Man Tour Singapore Concert
2nd Nov (Sun) 3pm - Avenue Q
28th Nov (Fri) 4pm - SRT's The Office Party

shows i want to watch..

First week of oct - The Vagina Monologue (By zebra crossings)
18th Oct - Sandy Lam Live in Singapore
25th Oct - Singapore Hits Awards
29th Nov - Lee Guitars All Star Concert
(feat. Emil Chau, Tanya Chua, MayDay, Zhang Zhenyue and Lee zhong shen)
13th Dec - Andy Lau Wonderful World Tour Singapore Concert

place i NEED to go!!
ZOUKout 2008!
yeah!
its coming..

on a sidenote..
i'm forced to join a gym
i hope i will like it
its an investment worth making
but for the sake of the better..
well well..

fats.. fats.. go away..
don't come again another day...
never!!

anyone wana go swimming?
sentosa tanning or running?
gymming?
badminton?
volleyball?
bowling?
ice-skating?
next week!!! recess!~

:: life's little pleasure ::

A gym and swim session, tiring oneself out, working the muscles. Then sit by a simple coffeeplace. Enjoying a nice breakfast of coffee, eggs and kaya toast, before heading for school for a day of straineous brain workout. Hmm.... At least the front part sounds comforting.. Life's simple, unsung pleasures..

:: respect. and some dumb people.. ::

I'm not a blog hopper
only reading some blogs sometimes
i dun really like reading chinese blogs
maybe because its too taxing on me (tiring la..)

so..
it took me sometime to go read this blog on omy
after reading endless recommendations and critiques on this entry from
several local DJs, newswriters, musicians, and friends..

so i decided to read it
and it gave me quite an exciting insight..
if you haven't heard about the spat on the Singapore Blog Awards
organised by OMY
go read this blog and the comments
you will understand the whole issue..

its really worth reading
makes you think..
(great GP study article, in my viewpoint..)

most of the comments are constructive and haas much thought put into them..

my respects to Danny Yeo
i understand where you come from
and blogging is just an avenue to speak your mind
to the "student" well
you are entitled to your "viewpoints" as well
but.. be cautious..

*read the whole article, take your stand on whether Danny is right
then read comments #7, #16, #20 and #135...
amongst others..

:: think too much ::

i suddenly realise whenever i have
some pockets of free time
i would let my imagination run wild
and imagine a million things
take on many different personalities..

i like to think.. think.. of (rubbish)

Anyway, out of the blue,

I realised I have many lifestyle problems…

Then I started listing out…

• I’m very particular abt color combination
• I dun like pple to block my way when I’m walking
• I cannot sleep without my little pillow
• I dun like to sleep early
• I always imagine
• I always roll on my bed for at least 15 minutes,
• before deciding whether I shud wake up
• I am very mischievious
• I brush my teeth for very long
• I'm always quite horny
  
• No right or wrong, only should/should not
• No" need/no need", only "wan/dun wan"
• Happiness is everything
• BIG fan of Murphy, yeah. Ultimate victim of Murphy’s Law
• blah
• blah
• blah
• I
• am
• seeing
• the
• Z monster
• already

Sleepy already… Suddenly very sleepy… I’m going to shut down anytime…

:: moon . The night after ::

Alright. I guess this picture doesn't really do justice.. But the moon tonight is really so much rounder, brighter, yellower.. Very pretty.. But mid autumn festival, whereby the moon would be roundest and prettiest, was yesterday. How funny..

:: up on the hills of ADM ::

Yesterday night, after impresario meeting, which was like really late, we went up the hills of ADM to 提灯笼,　赏月,　游戏,　吃月饼. It was a nice night to interact with the other committee members, play together and know each other. Fun! Anyway, mid autumn festival is tis sunday.. Yay.. More moon cakes!

:: now till then ::

the silence fills up the room
as scholarly souls enter and go
he sits alone at a table
wondering of the things that happen.

years and months and weeks go by
in a blink of an eye
not knowing what happens next
working hard for something unknown.

endless possibilities await
the one who pursues it hard
but each has his own will
but road is not always equal.

he who dreams of one
might be working on yet another
the constant perseverence
does it quintessentially result in the best?

he knows that aspirations
are to be clean forgotten
for he is striving towards another goal
that of the society's.

May happiness be bestowed upon him
that can only be known
if he sees the end result
for he feels forgotten by the world

and because
he has forgotten himself already.

:: insecure ::

i feel so insecure
each time i wear a top
that is slightly not so loose
(u know what i mean)
yes
i'm fat..

i'm trying hard to loose weight..
its hard..
but i'm trying..



really..

:: Elections 2008 ::

Epiphany English and Drama Society
1st Annual General Meeting
was officially held today..

Isaac ran for Special Projects Officer 2 (Artistic Director)
against another candidate of Indian nationality.
and Isaac won!

he is now official the 2nd Artistic Director of
Epiphany Theatre...

to bring it to greater heights!~
Epiphany theatre will soar!
breakthrough!!!

:: i feel invisible ::

Despite my super bright, catchy tee shirt, i walked past people and called their names and they still dun seem to notice my existance. There include my project mate, jc mate, army mate, hall mate, sec sch mate and og mate. Well well. Do i look different today? Or am i invisible? Maybe simply they are blind..

:: its back! ::

Despite leading a healthier lifestyle, but maybe due to more regular consumption of good food.. Isaac's long lost double chin is coming back! Oh no! All my money spent on liposuction late last year is gone! Must Jiayou in jian fei-ing, and eat healthier le..

:: Piling . Troubles ::

i've got everything piling up the way it shouldn't be
and as i look back
I really haven't changed for the better
the way it ought to have gone..
oh no..

troubles are all piling up my way
5 weeks in school and entering the 6th
I am just afraid that I've taken on a little too much!
(once again..)

I've got educational trouble..
organisational trouble..
sports and physical trouble..
monetary trouble..
relationship trouble..

heres a summary..

education troubles:
-project piling up, especially for HW210.. its a sucky project, though it seems essential..
-tutorials.. they are secretly piling up, and I seemed to have missed a lesson or two sometimes..
-thus leading up to missed tutorials and lectures.. notice the s behind? oh no.. how? i need to seek the real importance and the meaning of studies in life for myself and prioritise. plan my life properly..
-and because i've missed the above, the tests coming up will be damn fierce. though it might juz be tests, but things add up, and i hope it will not be in a bad way. I'm going all out to mend these holes, i promise!
-I need to buck up of my school work, desperately..

organisational troubles..
-as u may know,
I have joined a few main committees this year after a bad year in onli sub-committees last year. and as they say, the job is fiercer. oh no.. so the work is really getting heavier and i need to "wake up" my idea and get things done so as to not fail or give up in any of the projects..
anyways, the election for Epiphany main com is tomorrow! yeah! fingers crossed!
(I've currently got CAC JDC and Impresario to take care of.. both PnP posts.. well well)

sports and physical trouble..

-I am fat
-I am unfit
-I've got IPPT coming
-I've not trained well enough..
-I can only run (long distance, not 2.4 n 4X10m..)
-I got tedious dragonboat training which i hope helps.
-i've regular runs thanks to a certain person..
-I am still fat despite trainings and my physiques in not building up.
-i hate that!

monetary troubles...
-really, officially, i am POOR.
-i'm near bankrupt.
-my 4 bank accounts are running on less than 2 or 3 figure sums.
-my three credit cards are running on debts.
-i'm afriad each time the statement comes each months.
-why does time past so fast?
-where am i going to get money to pay
-why am i still in the blur and keep spending endlessly without the constant effort to thrift and spend less despite knowing i HAVE to?
-i am officially a "ka-nu" slave to my cards

relationship troubles:
-for those who do not know
-i've got a 31 year old partner
-who is quite prominent in the circle due to some unspecified reason
-who is desperate to get into a stable "family environment"
-but travels around the world for holiday/work so so often
-and loves sports to much that pressurizes me..
-he is a freakin' 6-pac believer
-and a uber IT professional and closetted entrepreneur wanabe
-who happens to have a military background.
-and is a guy.
-the trouble?
-well..
it is about me acknowledging his existance to my friends
-who might be able to take it, or may be homophobics..
-another challenge:
-he takes care of me too well.
-i feel insecure
-yet he offers a great sense of security
-and now officially wants to have an official "union"
-but it sounds good. but i dun know what will happen next time.
-or even the near future.
-i'm afraid of my poisition in school, friends, family, society...

troubles...

:: stepping over the line ::

I am angry
I biah like siao
and in the end
my championchip did not receive a proper result
lodged a complaint against that to safra..
i'm pissed
really!

:: over ::

for some weird reason
I'm overspending
and tt is a real bad habit which I sincerely wish to inhibit!

I've been a great slave to my credit and debit cards
especially those tt i'm not exactly paying for myself
and the phone (mobile n data) accounts
they are secretly piling up and revealing their "true selves" once a month
and so very often during those few consecutive days
shit!

I am highly depressed
but i can't stop my own urge not to spend so much
(and frivously)
I want to be ahead in times
and i want to enjoy my life
so i keep buying weird things
in terms of computer n tech products
like my new lappie n iphones
which i dun know when can i clear such heavy debts
and then i lost my receipt so i can't claim my adobe photoshop disc
(fucking eightflags in NTU is fucking not negotiable
poor attitude
and no proper solution.. horribel experience!!!!! Fuck you Eightflags!)

and then i have the problem of liking to spend on food and weird entertainment
endless restaurant n cafe purchasers
clothes
CDs
boyzillians waxings and manicures
gym membership (which i hardly use)
and many other crazy things i use to pamper myself
without knowledge if i can really afford them or not

that sucks

anyone care to my financial assistant/advisor?

i must curb my overspending..
but maybe that is what comes with being a guy in modern day singapore.
in a cosmopolitan city
we always dun think so much

or maybe its the credit card phenomenon


anyway
its bad.. really bad..

:: I've got ::

Yup. I've got it. Do you? Muahahaha.. Another contract with Dearie.. Hmm..

:: when was the last time.. ::

was out with anderson n weizhi juz now
went to comex show at suntec..
was juz walking ard.. din have something in mind actually...
juz look look see see..
so in d end oso nv buy anyting..

anyway..
the idea was tt..
i had a good nice chat with them
feeling good about having friends around..
the warmth..

because since school started a month ago
i've been pretty much alone
attending lectures and going home alone
lunching alone
pretty sad actually..

so today was a pretty nice time
and i felt i had two really good friends
where we can talk about anyting
because we know each other so well
and we have quite similar interest and ideas

be it having dinner and toking rubbish
or walking around citylink n comex fair
or the random j.co donut eat n chat
or a heart to heart cum current affairs chat at the other starbucks in raffles city
all the way into the night..
i felt good..

when was the last time i had such chance..

well.. i can onli hope to have more such instances to spend with friends..
and maybe go sing k
go do some sports
or shopping sessions
and mayb plan for a short hols..
like wat seems to be other "friends" can do..
why does it never happen in my life? lol..

maybe because i'm a hermit
still pretty much trying to lead a life of my own
thinking tt i have friends
but actually
most of them are juz "hi/bye"
and now i desperately wana come out of my shell..

:: bribery! ::

yesterday (since its past 1am)
i campaigned at the Epiphany welcome tea
well well..
it was quite a nerve recking experience once again
although i've been thru so many interviews
and some idiotic campaign at last year's hall (greatly smelly) jcrc elections..

well..
my kind friend (read vinc)
even went to great extends to help me print and cut and paste little cards
and buy n pack nice little goodie pouches..
which consists of mentos n hello panda..
haha..
thanks vinc!

anyway
during the speech
i was "gibberish-ing"
because i initially had a mental prep
but up there, too tense
then juz say whatever came to mind
and many tings didn't come out..
hmpf!

anyways..
hope everyone who was there will consider carefully
and join as member of epiphany
and VOTE! Isaac Lim for SPO2..
well well..


(for those who r curious, u may like to look back at last year
August/September's posts for my past campaigning stuffs, now i read le feel its quite funny.. haha)

*on a sidenote, i wana go shopping later in the afternoon!*

:: run run run ::

just completed my 2nd Singapore Bay/AHM 21k
tiring..
but happy about my achievement
2hr 12 mins..
thats 1 hour 8 mins improvement from last year!

endless trainings
loads of boosters
healthy diet
and endless biahing.. mental torture.. and someone to push me all the way..

nex week will be nike human race
I've hereby decided to not rush and go for it anymore
the timing isn't important to me
so i'll jus slowly enjoy the run nex week
see the streetside performances
and the scenery on the way..

My unique no. in the million people race next week:
0827644

wow..
hope the race isn't an overated one..

:: coming soon ::

it has been some time
since we last had a ZACast episode
and "fans" had been asking when they can hear the productions back again
be it here online
or on their ipod..
(yes, I have "fans" who dl them onto their ipod..)

well
you would have to wait awhile more..
coz me and my prod team all v busy
so we dun have time to do it currently
but asap
expect to hear a brand new ZACast episode
coming September 2008!

(at the mean time, do give us ideas,
and contribute what you like to her, any singer's albums you wana review,
or any topic close to your heart you want to discuss..
and if possible,
we are keen to get a panel to do a discussion
an online "live forum" just for you!
so send in all your stuffs and ideas to us..
leave a message
or tag on the tag board!)

:: my new lover ::

before i ever lay my hand on my beloved iPhone as it launches tonight

let me introduce a new "person" into my "tech" family
here is.. NEC Versa S3500!

joining me in my expedition to more creative works,
and higher techie level
this Versa S3500 entered my life just last friday at an amazing price of $1800! WoW!!

now i can run both mac and windows concurrently
albeit on two lappies..

no worries..
it will still love both of you
equally!


now..

sincerely waiting for iPhone..
wondering wat's the price really like!

:: sun ::

We see you everyday. But we often complain of you being so hot. But when it rains too heavily, we wait for your return. Often, we dun see your worth. But for sure, we thank you for being there for all the things we need. But. Have mercy on us.

:: not an average magazine ::

This is actually a sec 1 home econs textbook and course book.. Wow.. What else can i say?

:: my other home ::

dear friends...

if you do not already know

i also have another blog at

livejournal

thats roychiu.livejournal.com

okay? i'm more personal there

so for those who say why i sometimes disappear from here for awhile

or those who dun mind more explicit stuffs.. (i tink there are..)

don't mind popping over sometimes.. not so regularly updated.. but more intimate..

lotsa love, hugs and kisses

miloboi

blogger . absolutmilo.blogspot.com

:: for the fun of it ::

sometimes

for the fun of it

when you don't want to think so much

when you just should not think too much

just follow your heart and do whatever you want

whatevetr your heart tells you to.

just like now

i've got thousands of welcome tea/interview/audition to go

and i'm like contemplative of which one i have the most genuine interest in

being a pure I aries

i've simply too many interests, wants and aspirations!

so i'll just follow my heart and do whatever it tells me to!

enjoy, Isaac!

:: real good yakitori ::

At nanbantei japanese restaurant at level 5 far east plaza, you get real good, value for money lunch sets, especially the yakitori.. The chef grills it fresh meat and other assorted yakitori for you behind the counter. For first timers, try the obento.. You will not regret it. 5 different yakitori, including the extra delicious meat balls and quail eggs, served with pickles, fresh yasai and japanese pearl rice topped with seaweed, minced pork and mushrooms. Have a drink of freshly brewed ocha and end with a delightful bowl of glutineous rice ball with red bean.. Heavenly.. Only $14.70 including GST and service charge for the whole meal..

:: before my hair goes.. ::

Its been quite some time i kept averagely long hair. I want to keep it longer. But the weather is stopping me from it. So...

:: new style. Yay! ::

Dun look so stunned when u meet me.. Yes. I'm still Isaac.. Well.. I cut this hair for 2 reason.. One, its too hot.. Two, someone wants me to have same style as him.. But due to the different nature of our hair, the same pattern of cut unfortunately doesn't look alike in the end.. Probably due to the shape of our faces as well.. The other reason, its warm. But after cutting, i feel that in school today, the weather is Damn hot.. Is it due to more exposure of the skin to the sun thus causing it, or that it is really hot today, or my clothes? Well..

:: sports and other activities ::

year two
doing badly
and never seem to realise it..
i'm still throwing myself and my attention into so many things in the last week, and the coming week.. well well well..
i've got endless interviews and auditions next week starting monday..
oh my!
the work that comes after doesn't seem to enter my mind..

and i'm getting sporty..
i'm doing runs after runs in the coming weeks and months..
*just a random one: anyone wana join me for KPE swing: 5km walk run on 14/9? its free. and got goodie bag n tee shirt.. lol*

other than runs
i'm attempting to join a dragon boating team and train up..
(i joined young NTUC for a trial session yesterday.. fun!)
I want to Jian Fei!!!!!!

:: chase ::

time flies
as fast as a mosquito attack
before you know it
you are hurt
a million times you come to realisation
but you never seem to be able to do anything about it
you plan to do something for eons
but never seem to have touched it
before its over

we chase endlessly
for things
love
position
money
passion
and so many more things
that seems to escape my mind with time...



*** i wanted to buy a certain album.. but it seems to be quite some time le and i tink i wun bother to listen to it much now.. not in fashion liao siah..is "in" the constant "in" word? once its "out" means its pastense? hmm..***

:: know what u eat ::

Its been quite some time since mcdonald's started putting the nutrition information of its food items on the tray mats. But today, Dearie decided to teach me about choosing the right food and all the other things about nutrition. Did you know that mcspicy contains 1310mg of sodium, which might put quite alot of pressure on your kidney? That amount of sodium is 3 times of 6 pieces nuggets. Surprisingly, 6 piece nuggets seems one of the healthiest food around, winning the deceptively healthy looking grilled chicken foldover in the energy, fat, cholestrol and sodium categories. Altho foldover has the highest dietary fibre quantity at 4g, but come on, that little amount of vege found, my friend who dun like veggies will remove them lo.. So.. For a low carbo diet and much healthier choice, u know what to choose at mac. But u r really health concious, try to lessen ur visits to mcdonalds. Wonder how Dearie keeps his abs toned despite his at least once a week visit to mc..

:: guy/gay ::

my jap sensei made a dumb statement today
about piercing and earrings being two different things
and another student commented on
that a guy pierces his left ear
while a piercing on the right means his gay
another loud and vocal student immediately said
"left guy, right, u change to a.."
erm.. we know how to spell..

*on a sidenote, my new jap teacher is HILARIOUS and fun!!!
HMJ2 is gonna be so fun and happening!
fujita sensei rules!

:: missing you ::

probably.. after so long... i feel the weird feeling of missing someone..
actually.. its been happening for awhile..
really..

since we got quite close (about four months back, when it was more or less on track)
each time we part..
i feel sour
how i wish i'm with him 24/7
even he is at his work (in local office)
i would miss him
and we will exchange sweet notings via sms..

then he went on his business trips around the world..
it hurts me every minute i can't see him
the daily Skype-ing is a necessity, not a want.
being able to hear n see him each nite was wonder.
if there was a day i didn't receive his sms/msn msg
i feel so awkward

and when he IS in town
the once (at least) per hour sms is something i wait for..
oh...

when i was staying over at upper east coast
every night was heaven while the days (as in day time) without him was hell
i miss him every minute
i had to go out for fresh air to try to keep my life in blance.. not exaggeration!

and now tt i've moved back
my sms bill will most probably burst
unless i switch to student plan soon..

because every moment
(after the stay together)
i don't see him and he dun see me
we miss each other
miss each other...
miss each other...

love? tts probably it..
and age and gender is not a factor
(we have broken out of the typical norm, sex is not the only key!)

wil dearie.. i love you.

:: addict ::

I am officiall a mint addict.. Mentos and eclipse 不离手..

:: NDP08 and Isaac ::

Party on Singapore..

:: NDP08 finale ::

As DJ george leong spins his tune, to the beat of wind it up and don't stop the music, the post party parade kicks off.. And hard work of everyone, be it the performers, the Exco or just us the ushers bay ambassadors, comes to a nice full stop.. happy 43rd birthday Singapore..

:: NDP08 the day part 1 ::

SFI has once again reached another peak.. Dim sum out ration.. Wow.. Pau, jian dui, lor mai gai, carrot cake and ngor hiang.. I'm pretending to be amazed.. Well.. Not that I've not had it before.. Its just that we only have it for breakfast in cookhouse.. Huat ah!

:: 2 years le ::

unkowingly
this blog has been going on for two whole years le
i remember posting my first post
with a shot of my camera phone
and me
on 9th August 2006
when i was still in army
and was so excited about a 3.2megapixel phone
and can do blogging directly after taking picture..

how time flies
i have ORD-ed
gone to see so many people
made even more new friends
celebrated two birthdays with this blog being the informant
came out to my friends and other readers who know little secrets about me
led this wonderful persona called absolutmilo
shared laughter and fun
and frustrations, rantings, anger
news and entertainment
a million things
in words pictures music videos and podcasts

this blog has come a long way
and i can only keep tinking of ways to re-invent it..

it will be my life record
not just for the past 2 years
but many years to come

my platform where i can speak and express myself freely
and the people who are interested to know more about me can dig in and enjoy!

here it is..
my 399th post

absolutmilo
a brand. a label. a life. a story.

:: 08 08 08 ::

Huat ah! Being a resident committee member, i took part in my first national day dinner. Erm.. Quite un-atas.. Anyway.. Its national day tomorrow.. Huat ah! Will be able to see fireworks. And a good round up to the volunteering job that I've taken part since may.. Wat a long time liao.. Hmm.. Now listening to the vip talking.. Anyway.. I miss the opening ceremony for the beijing olympics.. Hmm.. Hope to be able to watch by the time the olympic torch reaches the Bird nest.. Huat ah!

:: end of orientations ::

tiring 2 weeks have finally come to an end
although i'm still quite busy and sleep deprived this coming weekend..
(becoz i'm here at 24 hour playwriting competition now.. here in the function room
of European Association Building)
wow..
well.. school is starting in 2 days time..
oh my goodness
i need to concentrate on school work now..
and
i need to pull up my socks (and gpa) big time..
coz this semester is serious
fun time is so over
people
please remind me constantly..