:: not as easy ::

黄小琥-没那么简单

作词:姚若龙作曲:萧煌奇


没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
 
没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆

:: resolutions ::

 1. I never make any resolutions if u realise. Coz i don't know how it works.

2. If resolutions are just a list of things i want to resolve and will work towards it, then maybe i shall start one.

3. Its not too late to start having New Year's resolutions's eh? Since its January and Lunar New Year isn't exactly here yet.

4. Oh, times flies. Guess what. This sem is (finally) (frightfully) coming to an end and tt means its assignments galore..

5. That brings me to my first resolution.. no matter what happens this semester, the next acad year i've got to wake up my idea. Pull up my GPA! 3.5... puleeez....

6. Diet.. always saying, never doing.. will start.. today!

7. Exercise and generate a lova and habit for it. Will start.. have to start..

8. Stop spending like theres no tomorrow.. set aside $XX each month into savings.. a little goes a long way.. i hope.

9. Love one person and stick to it, or don't love at all. You dun deserve love if you do not know how to love.  (tt said, i'm kinda stuck in some kind of... hmm.. )

10. Be true to yourself and the people around you!

11. Start planning for a little piece of sky of your own. Get the fashion blog rolling.. sooooon!!!

12. Ensure I work towards goals and do well in designs.!!

13. PureWIZ is a project in long term planning. My biggest resolution, kick start this! and then...

14. Get my multi-concept in one going.. blog+own label+publishing... oh my... this will be a 5 years work plan/resolution..

15. Get everything off my mind and start working, realistically!

really.....

:: headache ::

1. Have been overusing this word. But its getting bad. Real bad migraine. Feel like dying soon.

2. Going through a lot. Too much work piling up but my headache is obstructing me.

3. I love to design, and looking for new ways to do things. :)

4. I don't like to take telephone calls. Stop calling stop calling i don't wanna talk anymore.

5. SMS is good. I will reply when i want to. I won't if i don't want to. Like i said, i won't take no calls.

6. I don't like to repeat myself. I say things once, then its done. Silence.

7. Got many big dreams to fulfill. Wonder when.

8. I'm domesticated. I love staying at home. Curbs me from spending.

9. Chinese New Year and Valentines' Day. Not sure what will happen. Things might change very much. Talking face to face with people you love makes sense. <3

10. Needs coffee. And a break. Ice cream makes me happy. Good coffee and nice simple good ice cream. :)

Back to working on assignments....

:: 1998 ::

Had a meetup with 7 of my primary school friends.. Yes.. Just a small group meetup which was randomly organised because one girl returned after eons. Haha.. And I got quite excited before it. Can u imagine.. It's a good 11-12 years since we last met..

But as it closed in, the excitement kind of faded..

And when we were there.. I felt.. Out of place once again..

I think it's just me.. They were like friends.. Yet.. I felt so distanced.. I couldn't find a single topic in common. I keep feeling tt I'm different. Memories were dug out.. Things which happened, people who were in our class.. Long lost friends not contacted..

But I keep having the feeling tt they seem to keep in contact. Just not me. I dun remember who was my best friend back then. Or if I even had a clique.. At all.. All through my life..

I feel like I dun know who I really am. Is it just a persona I always put out and I've lost who I really am? Who are these friends?

It's nice. Really. But.. Something.. Dunno what.. But something.. I crave for a best friend at different stages. But maybe it's because of how high I portray myself that I have lost such friend.

It comes to the point when we are leaving and saying goodbyes when I think: what is the point if this meet up. When will we meet again?? What will happen till then? What will happen then? Someone asked: are we meeting up again? I don't know. Everyone has accompolished so much. They are all everywhere..

We are a so different now. There's a teacher, an air steward, undergrads going to grad, a lawyer, students in australia.. I feel....

When will we meet again? I'm skeptical...




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:: OVB _ 不老传奇哈林庾澄庆-到死都要18岁! ::

不老传奇哈林庾澄庆;到死都要18岁!

文：林觉豪（学生记者）

    近年来因主持台湾爆红综艺节目《百万大歌星》而找到事业第二春的哈林庾澄庆，为庆祝出道23周年而发行了青春摇滚情歌精选集《到死都要十八岁》。顶着酷爆的造型，在专辑封面上提着电吉他耍帅的哈林，想撒一点小谎，带听众回到青春，找回梦想，回归18岁时的那个天堂。

    专辑封面造型酷似五月天阿信，哈林这次通过精选集提醒着大家他始终时是台湾嘻哈摇滚界的前辈，早在多年前就通过国民大合唱，如《快乐song》和《让你妈妈new一下》奠定了基础。

      这张精选集阔气的收录了哈林23年来的历作，收录了多达45首精选曲，以及三首新歌。三张CD分别名为“哈青春”，“哈情歌”和“哈摇滚”。个别都收录了一首代表性新歌。

      三首新歌中都是由哈林本人创作。“青春新歌”《第三个愿望》唱出情窦初开的少男少女之心声，列出小情人希望在一起能有的幸福。情歌新代表《无尽透明的思 念》虽展示出哈林不可否认的好唱功，但和经典哈式情歌对比，少了那一分感动。同名摇滚主打《到死都要18岁》最充满惊喜，重摇滚的曲风唱出哈林渴望再次找 寻18岁的精彩和那股摇滚的激情。已有一定年龄的哈林哥唱起这首个人创作带来另一般风味，带有一点沧桑，但绝对能和当今摇滚乐手拼一下。

    精选部分完整收录了所有哈林这23年来负有高潮迭起的音乐生涯中的代表作，从早期的《只有为你》《老实情歌》《靠近》《熟悉》到巅峰期的《情非得已》《海啸》《春泥》《戒不掉》以及近期得《爱你的只有一个我》《蛋炒饭》。

      哈林这些年来更是翻唱了多收经典的歌曲，都演唱得十分到位，唱出自己的味道。《遇见》《流水年华》《热情的沙漠》《大眼睛》都让哈林印上了自己的标志。中英语能力旗鼓相当的他表现出名曲《Y.M.C.A》和《Into The Night》都投入另一番风味。

      《到死都要18岁》记录了台湾乐坛最rock，最用心，最称职，最全方位的音乐人哈林庾澄庆的音乐生涯里程碑。

:: twit... ::

Was about to say tt this post very short..
then i saw and remembered i had a tweetboard beside..
and thus i must say.. tweeting is indeed very convenient..
nt tt i'm lazy to write my blog..
just tt i dun have the time
and short tweets tell you my feeling there and then
unless there are issues tt i must write long long about
tt i'll do when i've more time
i hope.. haha.. i will la..

for now..
feel my real time feelings on the tweet board beside..
i tweet.. alot.. i promise!

on a sidenote
i'll be meeting my primary school friends tmr night for dinner
and yes, its a dozen years ago since i met them, about there..
haha.. its arranged on fb due to someone's return from overseas..
and most of them look.. alien.. as in.. i dun recognise them thru their pics on fb
tt is amazing!

can really expect how it will be like tmr.. gotta dress up and meet them man! this is really really exciting! haha.. can you imagine.. i was 12 then.. i'm gonna be 24 soon.. can't believe it, really!

will share more after tmr..

if i have the time..
coz i've got assignments and projects
and they
are
piling
up....
....
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