NUS biathalon: lucky no

Just for my own record. Anyway, this no's permutation is on the event tee: 1702, todays date. And during registration, i told the person the wrong no, 1072.. My category last no luckily only 1071. Thus invalid no.. So funny.. 3 permutations of the same no.. Then i go buy 4d, both 1027 and 24 permutation i-bet oso cannot accept.. Luckily never open. Haha.

Prep for my first biathlon

Ok. I admit this picture was taken at home. Well. I went for my first biathlon. The NUS biathlon this morning, an event sponsored by newurbanmale.com.. Woke up super early. I was an amateur hence took part in bi lite category, consist of 400m swim and 2.5km run round east coast park. Really exciting. Swimming is really tiring lo. Its a challenge to go against the tide. Haha. But luckily i completed it! And well, i certainly need more courage to attempt something similar again, and more swimming training.. I must comment that the newurbanmale swim cap is eye catching, but not very comfortable to wear.. Haha. And the event tee is, Erm, just like other tee's num sponsors. But i must commend on NUS for a well organised event, especially the publicity n webby.. Ntu got lots to learn when organising such national open event..

So bliss n happy...

That i have to post yet another picture of both the bear and the rose.. So sweet.. Thank you.. Looking forward to a wonderful evening later;)

Vday surprise no 2..

But before the roses came, i was disturbed by a phone call in the middle of my maths lecture. Well.. I went out to the foyer of Lkc and the person Juz said i have a gift, but the sender remains anonymous. Well well.. Who is it? I've completely no idea if its from school or out.. Roar.. And anyway, i still can't figure out how vinc ordered the rose for me, from CAC.. Roar.. Anyway, this is all really sweet.

Happy valentine's day all darlings!

Tis valentines day, i shall be sweet and wish one and all a happy valentine's day. Really a happy day today. I was surprised with this, my first stalk of rose ever in my life.. Erm.. Actually no, someone gave me a rose too after my performance in sec 4. But anyway, its really sweet. Thanks so much vinc darling..

emotional quotient

I am afraid of loneliness.

I am afraid of being stuck in a situation.

I think too much.

Every night. I plan my days ahead. But they just don't turn up the way it suppose to.

Every night. I think. I think a lot. And every night. I feel so lonely. So emotional. So sad. But i just can't seem to find out the answers to all the questions I want to know. I don't even know exactly what I am thinking about.

I fantasize.

And I live in fantasy.

I am afraid to loose. Anyting.

Whatever.

Remembering the days.

Stole a shot at a photo at my aunts place.. Probably the only photo of my childhood i have at my aunts place where i grew up from pri 2 to sec 2.. How time flies.. At that time, i was only 6 years old.. I think i was at someone's wedding.. Date on photo: 8.8.92 well.. Haha.. Would we ever have known about digital cameras, mobile phones or even blogging.. Haha..

ICamwhore CNY 1.2

Super emo shot.. I like to take self pics with special angles.. But my face always turn out horrid.. But this was not bad.. Quite emo.. Haha..

iCamwhore CNY 1.1

My uncle's car.. My super beng "seh".. Good good year wor...

LNY day 3

My style for LNY day 3 2008;)

Friends

Friends. I give my Own definition. I dun need to care what others think of me. This is my best friend. We live it to my expectation and to my own definition and how i want it to be. Its okay if he does not think so. There's no way i believe how best friends should be. This is my best friend. He is zhiwei.

The fragile: part 2

My paternal grandmother. She dotes so much on me, showering me with love and much more thru financial n monetary means. I wonder why sometimes. Well. Because i'm the descendant of the Lim family. Well.. Haha.. We all know.. We should note forward and not lite like that in the past.. It seems that she has also grown older and nope brittle now. Her silence. I'm remorseful that i did not answer her calls when she tried contacting me. Sorry that i always complain, always so unwillingly to communicate with you. I should have loved and treasured you.

The fragile: part 1

My maternal grandmother. Suddenly i feel so matured.. And guilty. That i never bothered about her. That i once considered her a pest. I'm filled with regret. Now, my ah ma sits there, old and quiet. Troubled by the mishaps around the house, with the little misunderstandings amongst some of the adults in the family. I miss her smile. Strangely, i miss her scolding me. Ah ma, i love you...

LNY day 2

My look for day 2:)

Skinny trend

Hahaha... Well. This is my first day of new year combo.. Topman shirt and skinny jeans. Well. Who said heavier people dun look good in skinnies. I seem to like it. Oh.. Well.. I hope i certainly look not too bad. N i also hope that i dun get too much into it. On another note.. LNY at maternal grannies house was.. Erm.. Boring.. Mayb i'm old le.. But i was so excited in the previous days..

LNY collection

For the record, these are what i have for the lunar new year of the rat. A years collection of new clothes, shoes and accessory. Now i know.. No need to specially nex year clothes one.. U might unknowingly have bought alot of clothes before hand le.. Lol. This year, my new year clothes consist of 1 tank top, 8 tee shirts. 8 collared tees, 5 shirts,3 caps, 5 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of havaianas, 2 belts, 1pair of jeans, 1 berms, 2 skinnys, 1 ring,1 watch, 6 ear studs..worth more than $1500... Not shown: my new year bag, which is the num bag my pjc clan got me for my 21st birthday.. Orh.. Told u i had clothes to last me for all 15 days of the LNY...

Happy LNY!

Sick. Really sick.. I fainted in last evening. Was sent to hospital. Luckily recovered fast n discharged today.. Before LNY.. It sucks to be sick. Especially during LNY period. Now still having sore throat n runny nose.. Roar.. Really down.. Completely devastated.. Haiz. No chinese new year goodies for zac tis LNY:( i realise that some big things happen to me each critical period. I really dun mean to miss yesterday's performance. We could have done it.. Haiz.. But life is unpredictable.. Why? This year seems to be not very smooth sailing for me. Hope that the new year will be much better... Happy chinese new year everyone! 恭祝大家新年快乐,万事如意.　

iFeel with Music v1: 逃亡

逃亡

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：风筝

踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满

我看著山下千万的窗谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯

关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量

才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光






To find the truth, to find the point in life, to understand, we can't always stay in the same place and struggle mentally. That will get us nowhere. We need to run, to move away, to break free. I'm searching, and I'm moving. 我想逃亡, 不曾感到失望, 才能让自己发光.

Reaching another level

I am usually hyperactive at night.

But tonight, I am tired. Tired of all the nonsense.

Tired of people who just seems to careless.

Tired of friends who can't keep promises.

Tired of people saying how troubled they are.

Tired of people acting emo just because of a small thing.

Tired of not getting the attention i want.

Tired of rushing from one place to another.

Tired of waiting for people whjo just can't be on time.

Tired of w-a-i-t-i-n-g.

Tired of friends who put aeroplance in the very last minute.

Tired of people who act like they are close friend with you but are actually just making use of you.

Tired of hearing people complaining how tired they are, like other people are not.

Tired of doing things one after another and not knowing when it will all end.

Tired of trying to make life exciting and interesting for people when people don't seem to be able to appreciate it.

Tired of all that I am going through.

I'm tired of being tired.

I need a break.

I need a break when i can tell people that I've had enough.

Why should I always be the one to carry all the burden and stress both mentally and physically. Why can't i be the one to put people aeroplane?

Why can't I just let go and lead the life that I want?

I should.

Mobile phones will be offed. I shall remain uncontactable.

If you are reading this, good for you!

For this Chinese New Year weekend. I just want to tell you: I have had enough! I need my BREAK! I shall get my BREAK! I DON"T CARE WHAT WILL HAPPEN! I DON'T CARE WTHAT YOU THINK OF ME. I AM TIRED AND I'M GOING OFF! SHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Bliss: the union

3 scoops of ice creams. 3 friends. Triple the bliss. Think of it.. Wat is happiness? *scratches head* well. Had a small gathering with the chestnuts. However, the size of the crowd has dwindled significantly. Wonder why.. Hmm.. Why i always try my best to priortise meeting them, but there are others who just don't care. Sadded.. On another note, we went to a korean bbq restaurant at excelsior hotel, near peninsular hotel n city hall.. The food was quite good.. But the price is quite considerable as well.. Yup.. Digressed.. Back to topic. Well. Friends will always b friends. Hope we can get back to the hey days like last year.. But true.. Everyone is getting busier with life as we grow old. 但我相信,有心就会来的. ;) not targeting anybody nor saying it in negative light..

iEvolve 1.2 艾莎22之维尼熊之恋 Part 2

这复仇计早已准备妥当,万事具备,只欠东风.

但始终就是没等到那一天...　

艾莎克天天都到后院偷瞄隔壁家那弟弟,天天想这对付的方法.不知不觉中,他已不再恨弟弟,反而觉得弟弟可爱了.

或许,原因事因为妈妈买了更漂亮,夺目的芝麻街系列的止尿裤.

艾莎克不再妒济.反而娇傲了起来.　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
看起来两人只是擦身而过的莫生时,故事有了大专变.在艾莎克6岁那年,爱莎克的夫母突然和他说了...




　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　待续...

Revenge of 黄梨酥先生

Chinese new year is just a week away. And mr ong lai tat made a visit to my room quietly. And he is evil. I was suppose to resist meeting him. I was suppose to loose weight and avoid banging into him at all cost. But he lifted up his shirt to reveal tight pacs.. Roar. I needed to settle him.. I just couldn't resist the temptation. So i licked him and sucked him till he came into my mouth. Oooh.. Orgasmic. ;)

iEvolve 1.1 : 艾莎22之维尼熊之恋 part 1

After so long i decide to start my new random thoughts column wif the first part of the story.



艾莎克出生于一九八六年四月份的谋一天.

在他三岁时,他无意中在他家的后院看到隔壁家里的小弟弟.

那小弟弟很可爱,但让艾莎克感到烦感的事,是为什么那弟弟的止尿裤上,尽然有维尼小熊的图案,自己的却没有.艾莎克心有不安,一心就要正夺自己的幸福.

他也要穿漂亮的,印有维尼小熊的止尿裤!他决定了一切的计划,准备展开复仇计...　


　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　艾莎22之维尼熊之恋　　　　　　　　

待续...　

Hungry?

I said i was hungry. I was somewhat joking. Half an hour later.. I got this.. My favourite crystal jade Zha jiang la mian and shang hai Sheng jian bao.. Haha.. Someone drove to jp to buy and delivered to me. Haha.. Thanks so much.. Love ya..

emo-elmo

i realise i get emo quite often.

i quarrelled with vince today over the emo tee, and tt got both of us so emo.

he got a emo party tank too.

well.

i'm juz emo too..

-digress-

vday sucks! i am so confused and so excited and so damn broke.

should i spend my vday in school?

you know, it gets even more tiring after u celebrate the first v day together. because you always hope to surpass the first on.. remembering the time when this certain vday date of mine bought me the Guess watch Julian hee modelled for in 8 days 2 years back.. haha.. tt was an expansive v day prezzie.. plus dinner at broth at duxton.. wow..

last year.. hmm.. i spent quite alot since i was working.. but tis year.. hmm.. can someone plan someting to surprise me? *oopz*

anyway.. i'm gonna have a private vday party on that very sunday after vday.. with my closest friends.. but if u wana join in.. tell me.. i can always try to squeeze u in..

-digress-

tonight was a nice night, blk supper n concert by jam band.. wow.. i'm pleased.. nice little evning with noting fluttering up my mind.. meeting lotsa friends from around hall.. find that we have all grown.. a really nice neighbourhood. hehe!

LNY Shopping -n 21 mths-

I realise i dun shop for things i want. i shop for the sake of shopping.. urgh!

I spent almost 200 bucks today! wow~

vinc n i went town today, despite him being so damn reluctant coz he today no need work and yet i dragged him back to town..

we went far east plaza to look look see see.. then i chanced by the shoe shop on lvl 3..wahaha.. i was tempted.. one of my main aim was to get a new pair of slip ons for the new year.. so i went to see shoes lo.. without knowing why, maybe it was relatively cheaper, i bot 2 pairs.. tsk tsk..

then it was raining, so we went to heeren, with him complaining thru-out.. and we went to look at clothes.. at num, we chatted with his friends while i tried to see wat clothes cud i get without paying.. haha.. he wud be getting his new sets of attire afterall, so why not get it for me.. YEAH! instead of getting a "working" attire, he bought a "i declare myself mr emo" tee for me as our 21st month gift. orh.. yes, i tink its nice.. but.. tt means i muz get someting back. shit! and he paid for it la.. piang.. num clothes getting more n more ex!

we then proceeded to look at other clothes.. then we chanced by flesh imp, we like the clothes,, BUT! too crowded! so we went to fourskin.. they have those run-coloured plain tees. and we got it for ourselves! so tis new year we have matching tees n shirts from our wide collection.. i tink day 1-15 we both have matching clothes everyday. haha..

but then.. heres a little reflection on our 21st month:

dearest vince, and all who mite read tis:


well, 21 months is not a short time. but it neither is a very long time. especially for a couple. but then again, we are not your usual couple, so that makes it even more interesting/exciting/special.

at times, i really wonder how we can last so long. and at times, i wonder, wat exactly are we? hmm..

how do you define a relationship? why is it that at times you are eager to go "out" but i'm not? who are you? who am i?

i don't know how long this will last. most of the time, this IS confusing. i feel like running. but each time i think of you, i feel special.

to my friends who are reading this:

i tink i've matured. and i tink u are matured as well. vincent and i. 21 months...

shit.. i just dunno how to put it.. if u want to know, come ask me. if you understand wats going on, great. if u dun noe/dun want to know, forget it. argh! i'm so lost..

vince, 21 months.. love ya!

Stubbles

Ouch.. Btw. No, i do not want to keep a beard or moustach or anything.. And neither am i Juz lazy. Well, ya i'm lazy to keep a nicely primed goatee. Blatantly put, i dun noe how to.. Haha. Then wats wif the mess? My chin is to sensitive to shave. Ouch.. But i promise I'll shave it clean tis weekend. N brush my teeth super clean. On monday, thats the day..the extra metal structures and the plastic thing's coming off.. Yeah! 3 more days!

entering another phase

well, after all that's happened this week, i seriously feel that I've entered yet another new phase in my life. and this phase is somehow confusing. yes. i still have loads of things going on simultaneously, and it is indeed both enjoyable and also depressing at times.

interhall cheerleading ended. well, i don't wish to comment much on it. juz said that i made new friends, but more things lies on the gray-er side. sic.

i've not had time to attend rehearsals with epiphany theatre coz i'm overly busy, and i've also been overly busy with technical work for the production. haiz~ sorry to the ppl who have to put up with me.

i've been eating alot these days.. and suppers for 4 continuous nites! this is ENUFF! i can't bear to put back on all those weight i've lost with much difficulty. i shall, from this weekend, hit the gym every alternate days and run as regularly as possible.

been spending lots of money. dun noe why.. haha.. where's all my money??

emotional ups and downs are getting me crazy.. argh!

NEXT, i muz talk about friends. I'm entering another phase of my life, as i said earlier on, but this state is that of confusion. sleeping at 4-5am nightly am indeed gonna get me panda eyes, but another thing i juz can't get over with is friends..

i suddenly think, am i really as sociable as i think of myself as? or is it just that i like to think of it tt way.. seeing the ppl in hall with their own cliques but yet i still stick to my army friends.. not tt they are not good, but i dun seem to have made new friends whom i can date out for a meal or go do things together. they are juz hi and bye friends to me in hall.

hall life now seems transient to me. altho i've put my little pairs of legs into too many hall activities, but it juz seems so.. erm.. dunno leh! haha.

friends? they seem to me like juz acquaintance. wat are friends? my primary school pals? my secondary chestnut gang? pjc clique? army bros? num guys? cac foc ppl? hall neighbours? why dun i seem to have the friends who stay by me and be there wherever together? why ppl have have friends tt are so close that they visit each other regularly but i juz dun have? is my life really tt mystique?

i've digressed.., haiz~

now, tonight, i went out with my "closer" hall mates to extension for supper. that was after i went to sign up for Hall Idol competition. haha! well. its going to be fun. yes, another leg into another activity. oh well! but whats more interesting is after supper, we found out about this place, Nanyang Karaoke Box. Haha.. its at a multi storey carpark. we were enticed by the price: $12 for 3 hour + 2 drinks.. so we went.. *shang le zei chuan* it cost us 20 buck per person. and its inside a "disco-pub" which was full of philipinos, indonesians, bangras, malays.. aiyoh.. blackies la.. *sorry if i de zui anyone* lets juz say FOREIGN TALENT.. that was so funny la.. but scary too. the waiters were ATs and the experience was.. hmm.. how do i put it.. passable lo.. altho the environemtn was not very pleasant, and a tad too expansive, and drinks a lil weird, the songs available were really quite new.. i sang my hearts out lo.. so we sang frm 12mn - 3am.. tts why i still cn blog at this time..

tmr i'm gonna be busy.. have to contact ppl regarding sat chingay training.. haiz~ i'm so contemplating, u noe wat ya..

while i settle my life and sort out tings, wait for them to fall into place, this weekend i shall rest and.. well.. enjoy! school officially starts proper foe me nex week.. i HAVE to get myself all prepped up for studying and exercise!

to my friends: if u are my friend, show some love. let me know your existence. i need them.

The 11 day countdown

This is my boston clam chowder from the soup spoon. Juz saw dentist again. Guess wat.. The op recovery will be ready in 11 days.. 28 jan.. Yeah! For now.. I still haf to carefully use the rubber bands n do my mouth opening exercises.. If not i can't have my hamburgers and apples.. (Quote verbatim) Haha..

Night time FLIES past...

I wonder why my nights are SO SHORT!

i have a million and one tings to to EVERY NIGHT!

endless Epiphany rehearsals and production meetings on every other evenings from 5 onwards at NORTH area (NIE)..

DnD design comm.. my got.. wendy n zhimin are FRIENDLY people.. but i'm NOT productive.. i'm talking too MUCH rubbish.. and i feel like a tech IDIOT compared to the girls.. can someone teach me HOW TO MAKE A GOOD N NICE N ELEGANT BLOGSKIN?? so that i can complete my TASk to design a proper looking BLOG/WEBSITE for dnd?? i'm DESPERATE!!

Chingay.. oh no.. i tink i can't get involved in it le, after putting my one huge legs into it.. how do i withdraw??

my free time.. WHERE are THEY??

i can't remember things n dates properly, so people.. PLEASE REMIND ME whenever necessry..

the nights to come are going to be busy.. yesh.. i've got a date to watch BEAUTY WORLD, more rehearsals, interview for "ambassador" position, endless tutorials that i MUST FORCE myself to complete, or at least try to attempt, PATH OF GOLD final episodes to watch, getting groceries, seeing Dr Teh for my dental treatment and review, getting prep for LNY, trying hard to attend hall cheerleading activities.. I APOLOGISE to ye wee, if u are reading this.. but my ntu drama ting is keping me busy, n sch work n dnd work n external work, i can't keep up with the pace.

GOD! i need more time!!!

My bottle of Absolut is keeping me AWAKE?? WTF!

*cheers and HAPPY BIRTHDAY / belated BIRTHDAY shoutout to LOUISA & KENNETH!!!*

thats all for tonight.. i wonder why i'm still writing so much at this time.. i promised myself to sleep by 2.. haiz.. its almost 3... so not yawning yet.. why why why! :(

Another 2 scoop of love

Again by the river. Again Azabu Sabo. Dark choc n cookies n cream. Feeling of bliss again. Suddenly feel that it is there moments that i really treasure. Simple.

贪吃!

should be 2 rubber band..


dinner: muah chee + scallop mee sua + crystal jade plain porridge

see my mouth? by right both side got rubber band.. but one side broke while.. haha.. while i was eating muah chee... oopx.. seriously hope my dentist never ever see this..

i was suppose to eat soft food, but i "tam jaik", so i ate all sorts of things in school this 2 days.. how to resist temptation? i tried to eat "soft food" le.. lolx.. another ting.. i tried eating the chicken katsu don at can a yesterday.. then i tried swallowing a relatively big piece (i can't chew, so juz swallow.. and big to me = size of 1/10 of a sushi i tink..), then it tried to go down my oesophagus and was such a challenge.. i tot i was choking to death.. ouch!

how? i can't stop and resist eating..

amazing King

My deepest condolences.

MC King (Jimmy Nah aka Lan Qing Xi), a veteren comedian on local sitcoms and shows, passed away this afternoon.The babyface host died this afternoon around 1-2pm (source: xin.sg)

I've always admired his natural sense of humour and talent in hosting. He never fails to make me laugh. Remember the days he appeared on Comedy Nights. Always comfortable with himself and his "figure", he readily jokes around. He is a good host, talented and affable. Being bilingual, he also appeared in several English shows on Channel 5.

I mourn over his demise.

Sincerely offering my deepest condolences to his family and loved ones.

MC King, you will always live in our hearts. Hope that you are happy in another world.

new hair for the new year!

went back to Bugis today to cut hair.. whoa.. new year everybody must cut hair huh.. so many people at the small shop.. btw, its called D-hair, located on L3 of the New Bugis Street.

I went there cut there for the second time le.. and tis time i decided to just have a rather short and not too exagerrating style, since its back to black, and i want to keep it slightly longer so that i can cut again coming Chinese New Year.. hehe..

BEFORE


AFTER


SIDEVIEW


Aniway, the stylist-director, Desmond, was helping me cut half way before noticing that i went there to cut before.. he was like, u came here before, who help u cut, oh! me! then he remembered me as the gold-hair, "kua-zhang" style person.. and he was like, ok lo, can create a statement.. yeah! that's so me! haha. then he said: u quite bubbly one, why so quiet.. coz i can't really tok porperly and can't enunciate, so i rather not tok.. haha..

then i went walking ard bugis street, and ran into this uber cute guy, Lyon.. i called him and he turned around, look at me and was like: oh, u look so different.. hehe! yeah! i wonder if it was due to my jaw or my hair.. lolx.. watever! i shall have a break thru look for 2008! yeah!

chestnuts all grown up

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

To all my friends and family, may the year 2008 be filled with blessings, happy moments and all things good!

it was a great start to the new year, i celebrated it with the ability to talk. my visit to the dentist meant i was able to take out the rubber band binding my jaws together. and i can finally talk, despite just murmuring... and the best thing is, i could eat! although just soft food, but i finally could eat. but i muz keep up my jian fei ji hua, so i shall eat minimally. i lost 7 kgs in 2 weeks, so i must jia you!!!

on NYE, we celebrated with vinc and friends at a private party. The theme was "bling it ", so we got down with my big bling gold chain and my glitter filled clothes.. too bad i dun haf the pix now.. we were so "tai-ke" lo..

we drank and partied like mad in the BIG bungalow, and we even played in the pool! haha..

and on new years day yesterday, i went to meet the chestnut gang for ur new year "reunion" lunch. it was a nice get together, other than the fact that we had some disagreements between some members of the gang. we tried to clear some misunderstandings, but lets put it this way, we are all grown ups and we have our own ideas. we should let things settle by themselves. chestnuts are now a mature bunch of people and the things we talk about are getting more and more exciting. we are ADULTS after all..

and boy, do i look different now, look at the pictures, after my "surgery". i look like another person. had great fun after all!

Minutes to Midnight : to a better 2008!

Its just less than an hour to go, and wow! What an exciting night!

Lets juz do a simple recap on what's been with miloboi zac back in the year 2007!

*worked MANY different jobs.. i gained much experience in work and social relation, and how difficult it is to be working for ur own $$! well, heres where i worked: January: Lloyd's Register (Shipping company) / Feb- March SP Services Limited / May - July (i tink, forgot le.. hehe) - Sentosa Merlion and Songs of the Sea.

*Started life in University. NTU's a great place!

*Completed several runs this year: from Mizuno wave run, to Sheare's Bridge Run Army Half Marathon, New Balance Real Run and finishing off with Singapore Marathon.

*Celebrated my BIRTHDAY!! 21st Birthday!! Pure and Sexy 2007, the party at Aloha Changi was a SUCCESS with close to 100 participants.. Stay tuned to another installment in 2008!

*Underwent my JAW alignment surgery FINALLY after waiting for so long! It was a period of pain, and it will continue thru the new year. But i look so much better now, and will keep it up, continue to fast and jian fei!

Erm... i tink got alot more.. but i too excited to think now.. haha.. well, here's my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for 2008!

2008, i want to:
*get my driving license!
*PASS all my module and get OUT of academic warning!
*Learn a new language!
*learn to SAVE money!
*enjoy my life as a student with all my CCAs and activities.. lead a eexciting life!
*Be SPORTY and loose weight! I want to abe a sporty "shuai ge".. lolx!
*Make FRIENDS! lead an exciting social life!
*Be the CLUBBER!
*dress more fashionable! I WANT TO BE THE FASHIONISTA!
*Have a GREAT party sometime in MAY! it'll be a belated birthday party, but more important to celebrate friendship, look out for it!

Here's wishing one and all a HAPPY and PROSPEROUS new year! Wishing all good luck, good health, and success in all that u do! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

*may all acquaintance be forgot, and never brought to mind........ lalalal*

I promise to work harder!

A promise to myself: that i won't slack. That i Will study hard right from the first day. That i'll keep a healthy lifestyle. That i will spend less money. That i will get better results. That i'll fight to be a good Student. One that will not make myself for anyone worry. I'll be responsible. I'll be a good friend and cherish my friends. I'll get my priority right. I'll be a different Isaac. Just wait and see.. New year resolutions....

谁能了解我?

这一个星期以来,我经过了人生最大的转变.　

心里高低起伏,心灵的 空虚,
害怕,
高兴,
兴奋,
无奈,
烦恼,
困惑,
非笔墨能形容.　

我所能分享的,是简单的话语.

我无法用表情表达自己.有时真的很想对你吐真言,但谈何容易.

就让时间来抚平我的上口,　　

一些时候,希望我早日康复,

归回原来的生活,习惯,作回自己.　　








我要快乐.　 我要快乐?　　快乐吗?　

　　　　　　　　　

　又有谁真正了解我,

了解快乐,

了解我要的快乐?　　　　

Elmo n me for christmas

In the last few minutes of Christmas, let Isaac here wish all once again a Merry Christmas! Yay! It was a tiring and heart warning Christmas i had with my Vinc, my boyfriend, and our families. And tis Elmo was my Christmas present together with a havaianas with my initials. Yeah. Thanks dear! And we celebrated christmas last night at west coast with chestnuts. So fun but tiring night out, unfortunately i can't talk, but was nice. Hehe.. How i wish i could savour all the good good food. Thanks To my dearest santa, zhiwei da Jie who i gave me a GAP gift card.. Merry Christmas.. Will make use of it during the sale period.. Hehe.. Speaking of sale, topman's having end season sale! Hey peeps.. Hahaha! Hohoho!

Christmas 大餐

Hohoho! Its going to b christmas in Juz 3.5 more hours. And i cannot eat nor talk. Roar. Juz enjoying my little 'dinner' at Mos burger wif vinc dada.. Coz i found out got something i can drink.. Other than milk tea, i can drink corn soup! Yeah! But very ex lo... So exciting.. He blow the corn soup so that not too hot for me.. Hehe.. Ok la.. Now waiting later going west coast see the chestnut ppl eat. Haha.. Our annual christmas get together! So exciting.. Got present exchange! Vinc mite join me.. But not sure, coz he might need to help out wif work at the booth outside heeren.. Watever. merry christmas to one and all. May all your wishes this christmas come true. Love all u guys! And most importantly, enjoy every moment. Hope u will get to see me new face soon. So far, those who have seen me all stunned. Haha.. Still haven't completely recover lo.. Still a bit swollen.. But my Jaw bra now only need to wear part-time. Yeah! To my darling, love u. Thanks for the year. And for more to come. Merry christmas once again!

Hi all

I'm discharged later le.. Seems alright but i'm actually quite numb n swollen all over. And hospital is very very boring! Miss my tv. Thanks to eunice, zhiwei, mike, vincent, Qi yan Jie Jie, Ah kim n most important mummy i came every day. Still need u to take care of me.. Really dunno what will happen for the next few day. Bless me and pray for me alright. Cheers;)

Last last food..

My mum bought me mian jian guo.. Hehe.. Love u mummy.. Really my last food item le. Coz at 12 its gonna b drip n no food or drinks. For a better looking Isaac, here it goes. Thank everyone for ur well wishes. C u guys!

My last meal..

Hello ppl. Tis is my last meal le.. Haha.. Bread n butter n hot milo. Then i will fast from 12mn.. And tmr i will b up by 7.30 and will prepare for my operation at around 9. It will last for 6 hours till approx 3.30pm.. Then i'll b in Icu. Really hope to see all of u soon.. By the way, my op consist of 3 part. Maxillofacial surgery wif mid line split on top jaw. N submental liposuction at chin area. So exciting.. Then mite b on mc for a month.. Haha.. C u guys ya.. Come visit me K. And to vin, love u lots. Take care.

Greeting from CGH.

Hi everyone! Isaac here in changi general hospital ward 39 bed 22. Boring.. Haha.. Can move around still la.. But go where.. Haha.. By right should b in b2 ward, but not enuf bed temp put me in b1.. Hehe.. Compared to my neighbour watching 881 on portable dvd, i only have sidney sheldon n john grisham to Pei me. Will update more thru the day.. Hehe.. Btw, Ouch, the needle hurt.. And oso, everyone like blur blur de, like dunno why i'm here for.. Even the doc dunno about my operation detail.. Well. *so exciting*

a life changing event!

5 more days. 18th December 2007. I'll be in the operation theatre in Changi General Hospital.

the days leading up to it is so exciting but yet tiring as well. I am now in the midst of enjoying the final few days, doing things I mite not be able to do for the next few weeks..

eating.. singing.. talking.. i can't do it soon.. feel paralyse.

but i've waited so so so long for it. THREE whole years in fact. and finally its here.

my upper and lower jaws will be moved millimeters. but belief me, i will look different. so different that some of u mite not recognise me. haha!

but for those of u who care, do come down and visit the lonely me who will have to stay in hospital for 5 days after the operation k? from nex wednesday, if got time, come and see me, all wrapped up like a Christmas tree lo. with swollen cheekbones and all.. but all in all.. i'll look different after tt.. wow, so exciting.

so.. if u bother, come k? will lurve ya lots.. haha..

*and to Vinc: This will be our most special Christmas, yet. Although u noe me so long le, finally u can see (i hope) a new me.. and its our 20th.. u noe wat.. hehe.. i dun noe wat will it be like., but i hope u will be there for me like i will be there for u.. cheers:)*

海的味道

Sat beside the Singapore River with Vinc enjoying our sea-salt and caramel flavoured Azabu Sabo gelato. A little sweet. A little salty. A Lot of breeze. And all filled with bliss. Simple pleasures in life. ;)

玩酷

A long time since i last blogged... why? coz my internet is still down and I persistently refuse to call SingNet technical helpdesk again coz its of NO HELP!

What's been happening over the weekend? Loads!

Last friday: I went to DONATE BLOOD!
-it was not as painful as I thought it was. two needles prick, one during testing, the other during the transfusion.. I took a whole packet of blood.. muz go another time. Well, the questionnaire that I was required asked some silly questions regarding "MSM". Well, I revealed honestly. NO! I don't do msm.. hmm.. and they asked if I was donating blood juz to check if i've HIV. I would rather go to a clinic for confidential check right? duh! Overall, I spent a meaningful hour at the bloodbank donating blood to myself for use during the operation.

for the UNINITIATED, I am going to be iN CHANGI GENERAL HOSPITAL from 17th December to approximately 23rd DECEMBER! My JAW RESTORATIVE ALIGNMENT SURGERY or also known as orthomaxillofacial surgery will take place on 18th Dec.. I'll be under general anaesthesia and will probably wake up on the following day! Do come for a party from 19th onwards okay? haha.. once again, DONT BOTHER FRUITS, I CAN"T EAT! lolx..

*back to last friday: I went walk walk at Chinatown, down to Central (its at clark quay) then to Raffles city.. I can really walk right.. haha...

On saturday: I rested the whole day.. and went for the Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon Pasta Party that night.. I've never been to a buffet with purely pasta.. But I must comment that the pasta was delicious! roar!Cheers to the committee for the great dinner n the opportunity to meet the rest of the people!

Then on Sunday,

-10km run at the Singapore Marathon. I'm still awaiting for the official results on the internet site. Haha.. but I know I did quite badly as compared to the previous 2 10km runs.. about 2 mins worst.. too bad.. try again next year!

-after the run, I went vivo city to buy items from the celebrity car boot sale at St James power station car park.. wow.. but 11am, (supposed to start at 11 la) all felicia chin's items were gone! but I still managed to grab Julian Hee's item.. although I tot it was quite expansive, but well, its for charity and its from julian hee! yeah!

-in the afternoon (after my bath at home), i went to orchard to take part in the Walk for Aids event held by Action for Aids... it was a nice event and I thought was sincere and necessary. walked from *Scape skate park to Tangs M.A.C counter..

the whole road there were so many people in red or blue party tank from NUM and I think the message about World Aids Day was effectively spread. Cheers to the committee!

Today:

was a busy day

-morning, I went for Epiphany theatres meeting.. and visited the Nanyang Playhouse.. whoa.. nice nice nice place. So excited about it and the whole event.. really exciting to be involved and towards the whole performance.

-decorated the board with the people frm DnD comm designing team. haha.. rushed into it and made it look "not too bad".. but its only the beginning.

-went to watch Wilber Pan campus concert!!! Yeah! Finally.. got the tickets since october lo.. until now then the concert.. haha.. but it was great.. wilber is a really FUN guy. and he is GROOVY! haha.. i think his dancing is 10 times better then a certain other entertainer..


and in the end got "bao bao hui" or hugging session. and I kena tempted to pay 20 bucks to buy the CD so i can hug him.. roar.. There goes my 20....

-DnD meeting.. theme decided: casino royale.. erm.. normal lo.. haha.. juz like any other dnd.. and all i can say is, there will be much jobs to do for now, designing the stuffs.. haha.. interesting..

this holidays all the way i'm busy with lotsa work.. but will still squeeze time for some fun la.. yay!

hope to update soon.. take care!

SINGTEL SUCKS!

I was tempted. I thought a new IPOD NANO would be cool. So I called SingNet up sometime in October to renew my contract. Until sometime before exams they came to my house to fix the new line, together with MIO TV, my wireless modem.

LIKE SHIT! I should have believed whoever it was who told me tt mio sucks(i tink it was roger).

After the first day they set up and the connection was right, the next time i switched on the modem again (last friday when I finally went home), the internet was down.

On monday, when I called up the TECHNICAL HELPDESK, the kind soul whose Engrish pronunciation was HORRIBLE, helped me to gain internet access again.. tts after 2 hours on the phone doing dumb checks after checks after checks. Right!

Then i turned it off to save electricity(like the clean n green campaign says), and at night when i came home and tried turning it on again, it failed! BLOODY SHIT! WAS I SUPPOSE TO KEEP IT ON ALL THE TIME? I would rather have cabled modem lo. wireless service by singtel sucks big time. I have to find a way soon to settle it.

Now, I am sitting comfortably in my room back in NTU blogging. So nice to have net connection...

Well, heres a round up of what i did the past 6 days.. lolx..

sleep, watch tv, eat sleep. Lolx.. I sleep at 3am and normally dun wake up till around 2pm. Haha.

However, I did manage to do quite some things.

Like I fianlly got to taste DONUT FACTORY's donuts.. haha..



and the 6 flavours I chose:



look at how i enjoyed my strawberry jam filled donut factory donut:



I got my donutsat the suntec stall, and waited for five minutes before I could get mine, despite me being the 3rd in the queue. Conclusion: ITS NOT THAT POPULAR THAT THE QUEUE IS LONG, its just that the service is slow and most of the time its the patrons like me who take donkey years standing in front of the display thinking and choosing my flavours. Haha. But I think the donuts are too sweet. Still looking forward to new franchises which will come about soon, like Krispy Kreme, coming real soon to Singapore (last i heard of la..)

That was last SUNDAY! haha..

I also collected my Singapore Marathon Race entry pack. Preparing for my 10km run this coming Sunday. So exciting. Will aim to do really well this time.

Christmas shopping continues this week. And so do food sessions. U know, my operation on 18th december, after tt almost 6 weeks cannot eat.. haiz~ so now muz eat..

i ate quite alot this past weeks, thai express, ajisen, sakae sushi, western food, malay food, chinese food... haha.

yesterday went out with my 3238/ NTU gang + roger.. we went PS to watch movie, took donkey years to decide wat to watch. haiz~ finally watched The Kingdom, about Saudi Arabia and Terrorists.. really vicious and scary..

Then I went shopping. Haha... Went to get a pair of Havaianas from NUM, who kindly sponsors this blog. and also got a Keffiyeh! Read up on it in my previous blog. I should be able to use it when I lie on the hospital bed..

Tomorrow, I shall go and donate blood TO MYSELF, haha.. for my operation use la.. need to do it 2 separate times.. coz I need 2 packets, just in case when I loose too much blood during the surgery. So off I am to the Blood Bank tomorrow!

I think I shall write till here for now. A little brain dead now. HAHA.. so many things happening, can't write them all down.

For now, I shall enjoy the rest of my holidays.. Going for a Epiphany meeting later and then I shall go fax all my things to Mindef for defering my ICT.. lolx..

Cya soon. Take care and treasure the people around you.

*My condolences to the 5 Dragonboaters who left us during the tragic accident in Cambodia. *

WOOHOO!

ITS OVER!

now, wat should i do?

movies, dim sum, shopping, cut hair, buy cd....

for now: SLEEP!

on another note, yet again,

FE1003 chemistry was quite okay. if nothing much goes wrong, i should get aroun 74% correct, lolx! So I really hope i can get a 'B' at least. Yeah! Just some calculation questions that I could not get right, and some naming that I think i got wrong, on the whole, it was WOOHOO! haha.. hope it stays lke tt... hehe

最后的距离

终点线就在前方.

This IS the final dash for this semester.

It has been an exciting albeit tiring race for me.

Not knowing how I fare, I've been dashing through checkpoints after checkpoints.

The cheers were loud. The support was felt. But at many times I felt lonely.

There were times I felt that I was at my threshold. There was one time I nearly fell.

It all began like a disaster, but now I understand that each pit stop was but a check back at the real meaning behind it.

One last obstacle to cross, one last checkpoint to pass through, one last pit stop to reach.

I do not need to be the first to touch down. But I just want to finish it with glory and pride. I've fought hard, though not enough, I think. And I truly deserve the rewards that lies ahead of me.

1130. When the CE says "pens down", thats when it all ends. Will I be smiling exhilaratingly? Or will I have the "chao bin" again. I don't know. But I know I can say: "It's over!"

FE1003 - Chemistry. Probably the course I'm most confident in. Aiming high and far. I can do it.

For one last time on this blog for this semester: Jia You, Isaac.

I can do it!