:: ambiguity ::

it all started with a chat
then a message
another chat
and nights of chat

then it moved to conversations
life conversations
little nothing conversations
that lasted through the night

from ten minutes of time
to twenty minutes
before i knew it
I was sharing my life

but what was he to me?
a friend?
or was it more than that?
ambiguity
the feeling of not knowing too much feels so awkward at times
but
how are you going to ask?

所谓
暧昧让人受尽委屈