::our "Baby" [zackaree]::

it was really a fast week, and my holidays are over.. argh.. well.. i did noting! *dreaded*

back in hall now and can onli blog now coz my K800i surprisingly cannot blog for the past 2 days.. (wonder if it had anyting to do with the mass mms-ing of a Mas Selamat Kastari's photos and msg) anyway.. i can onli blog with my com.. so here i am..

on sat, after dragongate meeting with 3238, i met Will at Vivo.. after walking rounds and sitting round for coffee, he decided we should have a "baby" and something to celebrate our first week together.. so sweet..

so we walked into Build-a-Bear workshop, both of us have emtered umpteen times, but the first time that we are "building a bear". I was quite excited seriously, but i didn't want him to spent much, so I chose a real basic Lil' Honey Cub.


This is lil' honey cub mug-shot..



Our baby in our chosen attire.. karate suit.. hai!
i wanted to choose some nice street clothes, but buying separately was quite ex (we not tt long together, i paiseh la) so i chose this, relatively cheaper set.. haha.. and he agreed on his part, coz it represented us quite well.. know why?

because it came with multi coloured bands.. and he was saying when put like tt, well, its a rainbow.. dotz... (if u noe it u noe it, dunno, then too bad)

then Will wanted to get another piece of clothes for this, which oso symbolises us.. so he chose this camo printed bear boxers..

and all the pants of the bears have this hole.. which it took us some time to think of whether it was to be worn in front or at the back.. surprisingly, its at the back for its tail.. haha.. to out amazement.. he joked tt the bears are all btms.. watever..

on a sidenote, Will fluffed and stuffed up the bear, what he choose to call as our first baby.. Right.. and we had to put a little heart into it.. he made wishes for the heart, and squeezed it, kissed it, and blessed it before stuffing it into our "baby"..

and then we went to get ready it's "birth certificate"..

Birth Certificate

My furry friend is special. I brought it to life. I chose it. I stuffed it. I made it my own. I promise to love it and to give it a home.

Date of Birth: 01/03/2008
Full Name: Milo Zackaree
Height: 36 Centimeters
Weight: 255 Grams
Fur Colour: Brown
Eye Colour: Brown
Belongs to: Isaac
stuffed with hugs by Willie (dearie)

That was how we spent our first week.. haha..

looking forward to get Zackaree new brothers or sisters.. during special occasions next time. well.. love ya, Will..

and he juz doesn't like to take photo with hand poses.. so he always do the tongue out.. and he taught me how to do it like him.. and we took tis shot

bleah.. to a great new week!

Happy feb 29th!

What a special day it is. Wow. Once every 4 years. Wonder what i did on 29 feb 2004. Did i make any promises? Hmm.. Well.. This time its different. I'm going out with my friends from Epiphany! We having a post prod party at settlers later. More pictures later ok. On another note, tonight will be the first time, i hope, vincent meets willie. Haha.. We going to watch The Leap Years. Really excited. But Will night not b free.. Depends. Orh.. There's no significance of Feb 29th actually, but humans always like to romanticise these days.. Oh well.. There isn't even a name to it.. Wat? The Leap day? Haha.. Ok then.. Happy Leap day everyone.. The above is my first Lego mini set. Fixed it last night. Was suppose to bring it out for some adventure. But i left it at home.. Argh.. Never mind.. I'll still have a great day out! Its feb 29th!

Back to my lego days.

Wil bought this for me when we went out today. Haha.. Sharing his passion for lego figurines.. But it really sparks memories of my younger days. Now then i know lego toys can be really fun.. But lego ain't cheap ok..

The kidult

Willie, the kidult. Our shopping haunt? Toys r us. Our favourite meal at mc: happy meal. He loves acting cute. Just dun tell anyone our age gap...

Revelation

This seems a bit fast. But well. I guess we should proceed. I'm now dating willie. And we are working out the kinks.. It seems like a more normal relationship for me.. Really hope for it to be good..

Coca-cola zero

I really dunno whether to applaud or laud this intention. As much as i want enjoy coke without feeling the guilt and sin, but unlike what it promises as 'real coca-cola taste, zero sugar', the taste is, Erm, like a can of cola from Whatever. Well.. Even coke light taste better. Hmm.. But with 0 kcal of energy, and zero grams of protein, eat, carbohydrate and total sugar.. Hmm.. It seems like a healthier choice. Argh.. Actually i remember i tasted this before somewhere sometime back. Well.. They are just the poor cousins of the wonderful coca cola.. Really less guilt?

Shady morning

Its cold. Real cold.. Brr.. Was suppose to visit the Ntu pool for the very first time outside orientation camps with weizhi this morning... But.. It rained earlier in the morning.. And now the sky still dark.. Exercise plan ruined.. See later how.. Mite swim myself in afternoon if sun visits... Haiz..

The road is long

Quiet. Dim. And leads to who knows where. If i were to walk down this road, where would i end up. What choices do i have? Are there any exits ahead? Do i have the choice or even opportunity to make a u-turn? Uncertainties. I have them. But they are just but part of our lives. The road is long. Just keep walking.








Miloboi says: the choices we make, makes the person we may be. Move on.

The significance of a wilted flower.

The rose bid me goodbye. The baby breaths turned yellow. The leaves dried up. Can someone tell me the meaning of this. Has it come to an end? Because it has to make space for new life. Does it mean that this spells the end of a chapter?







 Miloboi says: i can't decide my life for myself. What a failure...

Busy... and it will be over!!

It was one hell of an exhilarating night last night!

Singapore won the Youth Olympic bid. Yeah! I am so glad about that and proud that Singapore can be chosen to hold such a large scale event. On another note: why NUS is going to be the Olympic Village? and why only two days?? Whatever. I seriously think i'll be actively involved in the Youth Olympics, because I am a Singaporean who backed the bid, and I am proud to be one. Always!

My gam-gam-friend Weizhi took part in the Hall Dance in Hall 1 last night as well. Although he is not in my hall, b ut then again, he is my friend, so I must congratulate that he and his team won first! Yay. No idea actually how Hall 4's team faired. But still glad. Because everyone put in effort throughout the Hall Olympiad, including me! Haha.. Small but significant okay. Haha! Good job guys for an exhilarating 3 months of fun and bonding. No idea if I'll be part of the fun again next year...

Epiphany Theatre, the drama wing of Epiphany NTU English and Drama Society, held its preview run of Introspection'08, a collaborative project between Epiphany Theatre and NIE VPA. All the hard work the cast and crew put in the last three months will come to an end after the final performance tonight. Judging for the performance and audiences reactions last night at NIE Nanyang Playhouse, tonight's performance will be better, brighter, and greater! Cheers to everyone. We will make it a success! And after that, we can PARTY!

Well, and after all these, I can go back and concentrate on my studies, which I feel once again I have neglected. Why am I blogging now when I have a quiz in an hours time??? Argh! I need to get back to work, and mug mug mug!!

miloboi says: Ending one event is just the start of another phase of life.
TIME! I need you now!

Surprise Visit

Multi-literary forms writer ng yi-Sheng, famed from his poetry collection Last Boy, non-fiction anthology SQ21, playwright of 251 and other plays, freelance writer for Fridae, came to NTU today to join us for Nanyang literary festival, organised by Epiphany english n drama society.

And he gave a stunning poetry slam performance, reading from his collection of poems in Last Boy.

He read with passion, enthusiasm, burning rigour.

My! If only i had his courage to being who i really am. I applaud these people who dare to stand out and be who they are.


Side track: why are the rich people getting the good education, excelling in it, getting the good scholarship, going overseas, returning, completing their bonds or not, before returning to who they are as a learned young person, ready to take on the world. Why is life to unfair?

deciphering life

Chanced upon this again.

I've been blogging since I was in J2.

And boy was i naive! Haha. Really did not know what i was thinking or talking about then. Maybe thats life.

That blog will remain a part of me, my memories before I entered army. When I was still a playwright. When I was still a student reporter. When I was still a young innocent 18 year old boy. When I was still confused. Haha. Really. I even hinted i liked a girl.

check this out:

when i was 18 (and so much more innocent!)

miloboi says: return to innocence.
i think a lot each time i blog.
problem deciphering now!

quizzes : my life . my studies . me

a special guest entered my life.
rocked my world.
changed my perspective.

special. matured. individualistic. unique.
humorous. adventurous. fun.
talented. suave.

the lives i lead makes me so confused.
i don't really know what i want.

lust.
love?
lust?
love.

after V. he came and visit me.
i have to revisit myself.
digging deep into me.
what do i really want?
quizzing me about my life.
throwing in sensations to awaken me to the real world.

31. just another number?
he. just another intruder?

i seek for an answer which i believe only i can reply to myself.

i bury myself into a morally wrong fantasy again.

when can i fully regain myself?

repent?

- quizzes -

tests are not just academic.
they also appear in life.
they quiz you.
they squeeze you.

dry?
excited.
high!

endurance is necessary.
all but a test of faith.
the problem is, this time, I seem confident, over confident.

NOT AT ALL THE TINIEST SENSE OF GUILT!
will i drown?

miloboi says: this test, i feel is needed. but who will pass this test?
V - I - W

NUS biathalon: lucky no

Just for my own record. Anyway, this no's permutation is on the event tee: 1702, todays date. And during registration, i told the person the wrong no, 1072.. My category last no luckily only 1071. Thus invalid no.. So funny.. 3 permutations of the same no.. Then i go buy 4d, both 1027 and 24 permutation i-bet oso cannot accept.. Luckily never open. Haha.

Prep for my first biathlon

Ok. I admit this picture was taken at home. Well. I went for my first biathlon. The NUS biathlon this morning, an event sponsored by newurbanmale.com.. Woke up super early. I was an amateur hence took part in bi lite category, consist of 400m swim and 2.5km run round east coast park. Really exciting. Swimming is really tiring lo. Its a challenge to go against the tide. Haha. But luckily i completed it! And well, i certainly need more courage to attempt something similar again, and more swimming training.. I must comment that the newurbanmale swim cap is eye catching, but not very comfortable to wear.. Haha. And the event tee is, Erm, just like other tee's num sponsors. But i must commend on NUS for a well organised event, especially the publicity n webby.. Ntu got lots to learn when organising such national open event..

So bliss n happy...

That i have to post yet another picture of both the bear and the rose.. So sweet.. Thank you.. Looking forward to a wonderful evening later;)

Vday surprise no 2..

But before the roses came, i was disturbed by a phone call in the middle of my maths lecture. Well.. I went out to the foyer of Lkc and the person Juz said i have a gift, but the sender remains anonymous. Well well.. Who is it? I've completely no idea if its from school or out.. Roar.. And anyway, i still can't figure out how vinc ordered the rose for me, from CAC.. Roar.. Anyway, this is all really sweet.

Happy valentine's day all darlings!

Tis valentines day, i shall be sweet and wish one and all a happy valentine's day. Really a happy day today. I was surprised with this, my first stalk of rose ever in my life.. Erm.. Actually no, someone gave me a rose too after my performance in sec 4. But anyway, its really sweet. Thanks so much vinc darling..

emotional quotient

I am afraid of loneliness.

I am afraid of being stuck in a situation.

I think too much.

Every night. I plan my days ahead. But they just don't turn up the way it suppose to.

Every night. I think. I think a lot. And every night. I feel so lonely. So emotional. So sad. But i just can't seem to find out the answers to all the questions I want to know. I don't even know exactly what I am thinking about.

I fantasize.

And I live in fantasy.

I am afraid to loose. Anyting.

Whatever.

Remembering the days.

Stole a shot at a photo at my aunts place.. Probably the only photo of my childhood i have at my aunts place where i grew up from pri 2 to sec 2.. How time flies.. At that time, i was only 6 years old.. I think i was at someone's wedding.. Date on photo: 8.8.92 well.. Haha.. Would we ever have known about digital cameras, mobile phones or even blogging.. Haha..

ICamwhore CNY 1.2

Super emo shot.. I like to take self pics with special angles.. But my face always turn out horrid.. But this was not bad.. Quite emo.. Haha..

iCamwhore CNY 1.1

My uncle's car.. My super beng "seh".. Good good year wor...

LNY day 3

My style for LNY day 3 2008;)

Friends

Friends. I give my Own definition. I dun need to care what others think of me. This is my best friend. We live it to my expectation and to my own definition and how i want it to be. Its okay if he does not think so. There's no way i believe how best friends should be. This is my best friend. He is zhiwei.

The fragile: part 2

My paternal grandmother. She dotes so much on me, showering me with love and much more thru financial n monetary means. I wonder why sometimes. Well. Because i'm the descendant of the Lim family. Well.. Haha.. We all know.. We should note forward and not lite like that in the past.. It seems that she has also grown older and nope brittle now. Her silence. I'm remorseful that i did not answer her calls when she tried contacting me. Sorry that i always complain, always so unwillingly to communicate with you. I should have loved and treasured you.

The fragile: part 1

My maternal grandmother. Suddenly i feel so matured.. And guilty. That i never bothered about her. That i once considered her a pest. I'm filled with regret. Now, my ah ma sits there, old and quiet. Troubled by the mishaps around the house, with the little misunderstandings amongst some of the adults in the family. I miss her smile. Strangely, i miss her scolding me. Ah ma, i love you...

LNY day 2

My look for day 2:)

Skinny trend

Hahaha... Well. This is my first day of new year combo.. Topman shirt and skinny jeans. Well. Who said heavier people dun look good in skinnies. I seem to like it. Oh.. Well.. I hope i certainly look not too bad. N i also hope that i dun get too much into it. On another note.. LNY at maternal grannies house was.. Erm.. Boring.. Mayb i'm old le.. But i was so excited in the previous days..

LNY collection

For the record, these are what i have for the lunar new year of the rat. A years collection of new clothes, shoes and accessory. Now i know.. No need to specially nex year clothes one.. U might unknowingly have bought alot of clothes before hand le.. Lol. This year, my new year clothes consist of 1 tank top, 8 tee shirts. 8 collared tees, 5 shirts,3 caps, 5 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of havaianas, 2 belts, 1pair of jeans, 1 berms, 2 skinnys, 1 ring,1 watch, 6 ear studs..worth more than $1500... Not shown: my new year bag, which is the num bag my pjc clan got me for my 21st birthday.. Orh.. Told u i had clothes to last me for all 15 days of the LNY...

Happy LNY!

Sick. Really sick.. I fainted in last evening. Was sent to hospital. Luckily recovered fast n discharged today.. Before LNY.. It sucks to be sick. Especially during LNY period. Now still having sore throat n runny nose.. Roar.. Really down.. Completely devastated.. Haiz. No chinese new year goodies for zac tis LNY:( i realise that some big things happen to me each critical period. I really dun mean to miss yesterday's performance. We could have done it.. Haiz.. But life is unpredictable.. Why? This year seems to be not very smooth sailing for me. Hope that the new year will be much better... Happy chinese new year everyone! 恭祝大家新年快乐,万事如意.　

iFeel with Music v1: 逃亡

逃亡

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：风筝

踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满

我看著山下千万的窗谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯

关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量

才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光






To find the truth, to find the point in life, to understand, we can't always stay in the same place and struggle mentally. That will get us nowhere. We need to run, to move away, to break free. I'm searching, and I'm moving. 我想逃亡, 不曾感到失望, 才能让自己发光.

Reaching another level

I am usually hyperactive at night.

But tonight, I am tired. Tired of all the nonsense.

Tired of people who just seems to careless.

Tired of friends who can't keep promises.

Tired of people saying how troubled they are.

Tired of people acting emo just because of a small thing.

Tired of not getting the attention i want.

Tired of rushing from one place to another.

Tired of waiting for people whjo just can't be on time.

Tired of w-a-i-t-i-n-g.

Tired of friends who put aeroplance in the very last minute.

Tired of people who act like they are close friend with you but are actually just making use of you.

Tired of hearing people complaining how tired they are, like other people are not.

Tired of doing things one after another and not knowing when it will all end.

Tired of trying to make life exciting and interesting for people when people don't seem to be able to appreciate it.

Tired of all that I am going through.

I'm tired of being tired.

I need a break.

I need a break when i can tell people that I've had enough.

Why should I always be the one to carry all the burden and stress both mentally and physically. Why can't i be the one to put people aeroplane?

Why can't I just let go and lead the life that I want?

I should.

Mobile phones will be offed. I shall remain uncontactable.

If you are reading this, good for you!

For this Chinese New Year weekend. I just want to tell you: I have had enough! I need my BREAK! I shall get my BREAK! I DON"T CARE WHAT WILL HAPPEN! I DON'T CARE WTHAT YOU THINK OF ME. I AM TIRED AND I'M GOING OFF! SHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Bliss: the union

3 scoops of ice creams. 3 friends. Triple the bliss. Think of it.. Wat is happiness? *scratches head* well. Had a small gathering with the chestnuts. However, the size of the crowd has dwindled significantly. Wonder why.. Hmm.. Why i always try my best to priortise meeting them, but there are others who just don't care. Sadded.. On another note, we went to a korean bbq restaurant at excelsior hotel, near peninsular hotel n city hall.. The food was quite good.. But the price is quite considerable as well.. Yup.. Digressed.. Back to topic. Well. Friends will always b friends. Hope we can get back to the hey days like last year.. But true.. Everyone is getting busier with life as we grow old. 但我相信,有心就会来的. ;) not targeting anybody nor saying it in negative light..

iEvolve 1.2 艾莎22之维尼熊之恋 Part 2

这复仇计早已准备妥当,万事具备,只欠东风.

但始终就是没等到那一天...　

艾莎克天天都到后院偷瞄隔壁家那弟弟,天天想这对付的方法.不知不觉中,他已不再恨弟弟,反而觉得弟弟可爱了.

或许,原因事因为妈妈买了更漂亮,夺目的芝麻街系列的止尿裤.

艾莎克不再妒济.反而娇傲了起来.　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
看起来两人只是擦身而过的莫生时,故事有了大专变.在艾莎克6岁那年,爱莎克的夫母突然和他说了...




　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　待续...

Revenge of 黄梨酥先生

Chinese new year is just a week away. And mr ong lai tat made a visit to my room quietly. And he is evil. I was suppose to resist meeting him. I was suppose to loose weight and avoid banging into him at all cost. But he lifted up his shirt to reveal tight pacs.. Roar. I needed to settle him.. I just couldn't resist the temptation. So i licked him and sucked him till he came into my mouth. Oooh.. Orgasmic. ;)

iEvolve 1.1 : 艾莎22之维尼熊之恋 part 1

After so long i decide to start my new random thoughts column wif the first part of the story.



艾莎克出生于一九八六年四月份的谋一天.

在他三岁时,他无意中在他家的后院看到隔壁家里的小弟弟.

那小弟弟很可爱,但让艾莎克感到烦感的事,是为什么那弟弟的止尿裤上,尽然有维尼小熊的图案,自己的却没有.艾莎克心有不安,一心就要正夺自己的幸福.

他也要穿漂亮的,印有维尼小熊的止尿裤!他决定了一切的计划,准备展开复仇计...　


　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　艾莎22之维尼熊之恋　　　　　　　　

待续...　

Hungry?

I said i was hungry. I was somewhat joking. Half an hour later.. I got this.. My favourite crystal jade Zha jiang la mian and shang hai Sheng jian bao.. Haha.. Someone drove to jp to buy and delivered to me. Haha.. Thanks so much.. Love ya..

emo-elmo

i realise i get emo quite often.

i quarrelled with vince today over the emo tee, and tt got both of us so emo.

he got a emo party tank too.

well.

i'm juz emo too..

-digress-

vday sucks! i am so confused and so excited and so damn broke.

should i spend my vday in school?

you know, it gets even more tiring after u celebrate the first v day together. because you always hope to surpass the first on.. remembering the time when this certain vday date of mine bought me the Guess watch Julian hee modelled for in 8 days 2 years back.. haha.. tt was an expansive v day prezzie.. plus dinner at broth at duxton.. wow..

last year.. hmm.. i spent quite alot since i was working.. but tis year.. hmm.. can someone plan someting to surprise me? *oopz*

anyway.. i'm gonna have a private vday party on that very sunday after vday.. with my closest friends.. but if u wana join in.. tell me.. i can always try to squeeze u in..

-digress-

tonight was a nice night, blk supper n concert by jam band.. wow.. i'm pleased.. nice little evning with noting fluttering up my mind.. meeting lotsa friends from around hall.. find that we have all grown.. a really nice neighbourhood. hehe!

LNY Shopping -n 21 mths-

I realise i dun shop for things i want. i shop for the sake of shopping.. urgh!

I spent almost 200 bucks today! wow~

vinc n i went town today, despite him being so damn reluctant coz he today no need work and yet i dragged him back to town..

we went far east plaza to look look see see.. then i chanced by the shoe shop on lvl 3..wahaha.. i was tempted.. one of my main aim was to get a new pair of slip ons for the new year.. so i went to see shoes lo.. without knowing why, maybe it was relatively cheaper, i bot 2 pairs.. tsk tsk..

then it was raining, so we went to heeren, with him complaining thru-out.. and we went to look at clothes.. at num, we chatted with his friends while i tried to see wat clothes cud i get without paying.. haha.. he wud be getting his new sets of attire afterall, so why not get it for me.. YEAH! instead of getting a "working" attire, he bought a "i declare myself mr emo" tee for me as our 21st month gift. orh.. yes, i tink its nice.. but.. tt means i muz get someting back. shit! and he paid for it la.. piang.. num clothes getting more n more ex!

we then proceeded to look at other clothes.. then we chanced by flesh imp, we like the clothes,, BUT! too crowded! so we went to fourskin.. they have those run-coloured plain tees. and we got it for ourselves! so tis new year we have matching tees n shirts from our wide collection.. i tink day 1-15 we both have matching clothes everyday. haha..

but then.. heres a little reflection on our 21st month:

dearest vince, and all who mite read tis:


well, 21 months is not a short time. but it neither is a very long time. especially for a couple. but then again, we are not your usual couple, so that makes it even more interesting/exciting/special.

at times, i really wonder how we can last so long. and at times, i wonder, wat exactly are we? hmm..

how do you define a relationship? why is it that at times you are eager to go "out" but i'm not? who are you? who am i?

i don't know how long this will last. most of the time, this IS confusing. i feel like running. but each time i think of you, i feel special.

to my friends who are reading this:

i tink i've matured. and i tink u are matured as well. vincent and i. 21 months...

shit.. i just dunno how to put it.. if u want to know, come ask me. if you understand wats going on, great. if u dun noe/dun want to know, forget it. argh! i'm so lost..

vince, 21 months.. love ya!

Stubbles

Ouch.. Btw. No, i do not want to keep a beard or moustach or anything.. And neither am i Juz lazy. Well, ya i'm lazy to keep a nicely primed goatee. Blatantly put, i dun noe how to.. Haha. Then wats wif the mess? My chin is to sensitive to shave. Ouch.. But i promise I'll shave it clean tis weekend. N brush my teeth super clean. On monday, thats the day..the extra metal structures and the plastic thing's coming off.. Yeah! 3 more days!

entering another phase

well, after all that's happened this week, i seriously feel that I've entered yet another new phase in my life. and this phase is somehow confusing. yes. i still have loads of things going on simultaneously, and it is indeed both enjoyable and also depressing at times.

interhall cheerleading ended. well, i don't wish to comment much on it. juz said that i made new friends, but more things lies on the gray-er side. sic.

i've not had time to attend rehearsals with epiphany theatre coz i'm overly busy, and i've also been overly busy with technical work for the production. haiz~ sorry to the ppl who have to put up with me.

i've been eating alot these days.. and suppers for 4 continuous nites! this is ENUFF! i can't bear to put back on all those weight i've lost with much difficulty. i shall, from this weekend, hit the gym every alternate days and run as regularly as possible.

been spending lots of money. dun noe why.. haha.. where's all my money??

emotional ups and downs are getting me crazy.. argh!

NEXT, i muz talk about friends. I'm entering another phase of my life, as i said earlier on, but this state is that of confusion. sleeping at 4-5am nightly am indeed gonna get me panda eyes, but another thing i juz can't get over with is friends..

i suddenly think, am i really as sociable as i think of myself as? or is it just that i like to think of it tt way.. seeing the ppl in hall with their own cliques but yet i still stick to my army friends.. not tt they are not good, but i dun seem to have made new friends whom i can date out for a meal or go do things together. they are juz hi and bye friends to me in hall.

hall life now seems transient to me. altho i've put my little pairs of legs into too many hall activities, but it juz seems so.. erm.. dunno leh! haha.

friends? they seem to me like juz acquaintance. wat are friends? my primary school pals? my secondary chestnut gang? pjc clique? army bros? num guys? cac foc ppl? hall neighbours? why dun i seem to have the friends who stay by me and be there wherever together? why ppl have have friends tt are so close that they visit each other regularly but i juz dun have? is my life really tt mystique?

i've digressed.., haiz~

now, tonight, i went out with my "closer" hall mates to extension for supper. that was after i went to sign up for Hall Idol competition. haha! well. its going to be fun. yes, another leg into another activity. oh well! but whats more interesting is after supper, we found out about this place, Nanyang Karaoke Box. Haha.. its at a multi storey carpark. we were enticed by the price: $12 for 3 hour + 2 drinks.. so we went.. *shang le zei chuan* it cost us 20 buck per person. and its inside a "disco-pub" which was full of philipinos, indonesians, bangras, malays.. aiyoh.. blackies la.. *sorry if i de zui anyone* lets juz say FOREIGN TALENT.. that was so funny la.. but scary too. the waiters were ATs and the experience was.. hmm.. how do i put it.. passable lo.. altho the environemtn was not very pleasant, and a tad too expansive, and drinks a lil weird, the songs available were really quite new.. i sang my hearts out lo.. so we sang frm 12mn - 3am.. tts why i still cn blog at this time..

tmr i'm gonna be busy.. have to contact ppl regarding sat chingay training.. haiz~ i'm so contemplating, u noe wat ya..

while i settle my life and sort out tings, wait for them to fall into place, this weekend i shall rest and.. well.. enjoy! school officially starts proper foe me nex week.. i HAVE to get myself all prepped up for studying and exercise!

to my friends: if u are my friend, show some love. let me know your existence. i need them.

The 11 day countdown

This is my boston clam chowder from the soup spoon. Juz saw dentist again. Guess wat.. The op recovery will be ready in 11 days.. 28 jan.. Yeah! For now.. I still haf to carefully use the rubber bands n do my mouth opening exercises.. If not i can't have my hamburgers and apples.. (Quote verbatim) Haha..

Night time FLIES past...

I wonder why my nights are SO SHORT!

i have a million and one tings to to EVERY NIGHT!

endless Epiphany rehearsals and production meetings on every other evenings from 5 onwards at NORTH area (NIE)..

DnD design comm.. my got.. wendy n zhimin are FRIENDLY people.. but i'm NOT productive.. i'm talking too MUCH rubbish.. and i feel like a tech IDIOT compared to the girls.. can someone teach me HOW TO MAKE A GOOD N NICE N ELEGANT BLOGSKIN?? so that i can complete my TASk to design a proper looking BLOG/WEBSITE for dnd?? i'm DESPERATE!!

Chingay.. oh no.. i tink i can't get involved in it le, after putting my one huge legs into it.. how do i withdraw??

my free time.. WHERE are THEY??

i can't remember things n dates properly, so people.. PLEASE REMIND ME whenever necessry..

the nights to come are going to be busy.. yesh.. i've got a date to watch BEAUTY WORLD, more rehearsals, interview for "ambassador" position, endless tutorials that i MUST FORCE myself to complete, or at least try to attempt, PATH OF GOLD final episodes to watch, getting groceries, seeing Dr Teh for my dental treatment and review, getting prep for LNY, trying hard to attend hall cheerleading activities.. I APOLOGISE to ye wee, if u are reading this.. but my ntu drama ting is keping me busy, n sch work n dnd work n external work, i can't keep up with the pace.

GOD! i need more time!!!

My bottle of Absolut is keeping me AWAKE?? WTF!

*cheers and HAPPY BIRTHDAY / belated BIRTHDAY shoutout to LOUISA & KENNETH!!!*

thats all for tonight.. i wonder why i'm still writing so much at this time.. i promised myself to sleep by 2.. haiz.. its almost 3... so not yawning yet.. why why why! :(

Another 2 scoop of love

Again by the river. Again Azabu Sabo. Dark choc n cookies n cream. Feeling of bliss again. Suddenly feel that it is there moments that i really treasure. Simple.

贪吃!

should be 2 rubber band..


dinner: muah chee + scallop mee sua + crystal jade plain porridge

see my mouth? by right both side got rubber band.. but one side broke while.. haha.. while i was eating muah chee... oopx.. seriously hope my dentist never ever see this..

i was suppose to eat soft food, but i "tam jaik", so i ate all sorts of things in school this 2 days.. how to resist temptation? i tried to eat "soft food" le.. lolx.. another ting.. i tried eating the chicken katsu don at can a yesterday.. then i tried swallowing a relatively big piece (i can't chew, so juz swallow.. and big to me = size of 1/10 of a sushi i tink..), then it tried to go down my oesophagus and was such a challenge.. i tot i was choking to death.. ouch!

how? i can't stop and resist eating..

amazing King

My deepest condolences.

MC King (Jimmy Nah aka Lan Qing Xi), a veteren comedian on local sitcoms and shows, passed away this afternoon.The babyface host died this afternoon around 1-2pm (source: xin.sg)

I've always admired his natural sense of humour and talent in hosting. He never fails to make me laugh. Remember the days he appeared on Comedy Nights. Always comfortable with himself and his "figure", he readily jokes around. He is a good host, talented and affable. Being bilingual, he also appeared in several English shows on Channel 5.

I mourn over his demise.

Sincerely offering my deepest condolences to his family and loved ones.

MC King, you will always live in our hearts. Hope that you are happy in another world.

new hair for the new year!

went back to Bugis today to cut hair.. whoa.. new year everybody must cut hair huh.. so many people at the small shop.. btw, its called D-hair, located on L3 of the New Bugis Street.

I went there cut there for the second time le.. and tis time i decided to just have a rather short and not too exagerrating style, since its back to black, and i want to keep it slightly longer so that i can cut again coming Chinese New Year.. hehe..

BEFORE


AFTER


SIDEVIEW


Aniway, the stylist-director, Desmond, was helping me cut half way before noticing that i went there to cut before.. he was like, u came here before, who help u cut, oh! me! then he remembered me as the gold-hair, "kua-zhang" style person.. and he was like, ok lo, can create a statement.. yeah! that's so me! haha. then he said: u quite bubbly one, why so quiet.. coz i can't really tok porperly and can't enunciate, so i rather not tok.. haha..

then i went walking ard bugis street, and ran into this uber cute guy, Lyon.. i called him and he turned around, look at me and was like: oh, u look so different.. hehe! yeah! i wonder if it was due to my jaw or my hair.. lolx.. watever! i shall have a break thru look for 2008! yeah!

chestnuts all grown up

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

To all my friends and family, may the year 2008 be filled with blessings, happy moments and all things good!

it was a great start to the new year, i celebrated it with the ability to talk. my visit to the dentist meant i was able to take out the rubber band binding my jaws together. and i can finally talk, despite just murmuring... and the best thing is, i could eat! although just soft food, but i finally could eat. but i muz keep up my jian fei ji hua, so i shall eat minimally. i lost 7 kgs in 2 weeks, so i must jia you!!!

on NYE, we celebrated with vinc and friends at a private party. The theme was "bling it ", so we got down with my big bling gold chain and my glitter filled clothes.. too bad i dun haf the pix now.. we were so "tai-ke" lo..

we drank and partied like mad in the BIG bungalow, and we even played in the pool! haha..

and on new years day yesterday, i went to meet the chestnut gang for ur new year "reunion" lunch. it was a nice get together, other than the fact that we had some disagreements between some members of the gang. we tried to clear some misunderstandings, but lets put it this way, we are all grown ups and we have our own ideas. we should let things settle by themselves. chestnuts are now a mature bunch of people and the things we talk about are getting more and more exciting. we are ADULTS after all..

and boy, do i look different now, look at the pictures, after my "surgery". i look like another person. had great fun after all!