:: not as easy ::

黄小琥-没那么简单

作词:姚若龙作曲:萧煌奇


没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
 
没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆

:: resolutions ::

 1. I never make any resolutions if u realise. Coz i don't know how it works.

2. If resolutions are just a list of things i want to resolve and will work towards it, then maybe i shall start one.

3. Its not too late to start having New Year's resolutions's eh? Since its January and Lunar New Year isn't exactly here yet.

4. Oh, times flies. Guess what. This sem is (finally) (frightfully) coming to an end and tt means its assignments galore..

5. That brings me to my first resolution.. no matter what happens this semester, the next acad year i've got to wake up my idea. Pull up my GPA! 3.5... puleeez....

6. Diet.. always saying, never doing.. will start.. today!

7. Exercise and generate a lova and habit for it. Will start.. have to start..

8. Stop spending like theres no tomorrow.. set aside $XX each month into savings.. a little goes a long way.. i hope.

9. Love one person and stick to it, or don't love at all. You dun deserve love if you do not know how to love.  (tt said, i'm kinda stuck in some kind of... hmm.. )

10. Be true to yourself and the people around you!

11. Start planning for a little piece of sky of your own. Get the fashion blog rolling.. sooooon!!!

12. Ensure I work towards goals and do well in designs.!!

13. PureWIZ is a project in long term planning. My biggest resolution, kick start this! and then...

14. Get my multi-concept in one going.. blog+own label+publishing... oh my... this will be a 5 years work plan/resolution..

15. Get everything off my mind and start working, realistically!

really.....

:: headache ::

1. Have been overusing this word. But its getting bad. Real bad migraine. Feel like dying soon.

2. Going through a lot. Too much work piling up but my headache is obstructing me.

3. I love to design, and looking for new ways to do things. :)

4. I don't like to take telephone calls. Stop calling stop calling i don't wanna talk anymore.

5. SMS is good. I will reply when i want to. I won't if i don't want to. Like i said, i won't take no calls.

6. I don't like to repeat myself. I say things once, then its done. Silence.

7. Got many big dreams to fulfill. Wonder when.

8. I'm domesticated. I love staying at home. Curbs me from spending.

9. Chinese New Year and Valentines' Day. Not sure what will happen. Things might change very much. Talking face to face with people you love makes sense. <3

10. Needs coffee. And a break. Ice cream makes me happy. Good coffee and nice simple good ice cream. :)

Back to working on assignments....

:: 1998 ::

Had a meetup with 7 of my primary school friends.. Yes.. Just a small group meetup which was randomly organised because one girl returned after eons. Haha.. And I got quite excited before it. Can u imagine.. It's a good 11-12 years since we last met..

But as it closed in, the excitement kind of faded..

And when we were there.. I felt.. Out of place once again..

I think it's just me.. They were like friends.. Yet.. I felt so distanced.. I couldn't find a single topic in common. I keep feeling tt I'm different. Memories were dug out.. Things which happened, people who were in our class.. Long lost friends not contacted..

But I keep having the feeling tt they seem to keep in contact. Just not me. I dun remember who was my best friend back then. Or if I even had a clique.. At all.. All through my life..

I feel like I dun know who I really am. Is it just a persona I always put out and I've lost who I really am? Who are these friends?

It's nice. Really. But.. Something.. Dunno what.. But something.. I crave for a best friend at different stages. But maybe it's because of how high I portray myself that I have lost such friend.

It comes to the point when we are leaving and saying goodbyes when I think: what is the point if this meet up. When will we meet again?? What will happen till then? What will happen then? Someone asked: are we meeting up again? I don't know. Everyone has accompolished so much. They are all everywhere..

We are a so different now. There's a teacher, an air steward, undergrads going to grad, a lawyer, students in australia.. I feel....

When will we meet again? I'm skeptical...




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:: OVB _ 不老传奇哈林庾澄庆-到死都要18岁! ::

不老传奇哈林庾澄庆;到死都要18岁!

文：林觉豪（学生记者）

    近年来因主持台湾爆红综艺节目《百万大歌星》而找到事业第二春的哈林庾澄庆，为庆祝出道23周年而发行了青春摇滚情歌精选集《到死都要十八岁》。顶着酷爆的造型，在专辑封面上提着电吉他耍帅的哈林，想撒一点小谎，带听众回到青春，找回梦想，回归18岁时的那个天堂。

    专辑封面造型酷似五月天阿信，哈林这次通过精选集提醒着大家他始终时是台湾嘻哈摇滚界的前辈，早在多年前就通过国民大合唱，如《快乐song》和《让你妈妈new一下》奠定了基础。

      这张精选集阔气的收录了哈林23年来的历作，收录了多达45首精选曲，以及三首新歌。三张CD分别名为“哈青春”，“哈情歌”和“哈摇滚”。个别都收录了一首代表性新歌。

      三首新歌中都是由哈林本人创作。“青春新歌”《第三个愿望》唱出情窦初开的少男少女之心声，列出小情人希望在一起能有的幸福。情歌新代表《无尽透明的思 念》虽展示出哈林不可否认的好唱功，但和经典哈式情歌对比，少了那一分感动。同名摇滚主打《到死都要18岁》最充满惊喜，重摇滚的曲风唱出哈林渴望再次找 寻18岁的精彩和那股摇滚的激情。已有一定年龄的哈林哥唱起这首个人创作带来另一般风味，带有一点沧桑，但绝对能和当今摇滚乐手拼一下。

    精选部分完整收录了所有哈林这23年来负有高潮迭起的音乐生涯中的代表作，从早期的《只有为你》《老实情歌》《靠近》《熟悉》到巅峰期的《情非得已》《海啸》《春泥》《戒不掉》以及近期得《爱你的只有一个我》《蛋炒饭》。

      哈林这些年来更是翻唱了多收经典的歌曲，都演唱得十分到位，唱出自己的味道。《遇见》《流水年华》《热情的沙漠》《大眼睛》都让哈林印上了自己的标志。中英语能力旗鼓相当的他表现出名曲《Y.M.C.A》和《Into The Night》都投入另一番风味。

      《到死都要18岁》记录了台湾乐坛最rock，最用心，最称职，最全方位的音乐人哈林庾澄庆的音乐生涯里程碑。

:: twit... ::

Was about to say tt this post very short..
then i saw and remembered i had a tweetboard beside..
and thus i must say.. tweeting is indeed very convenient..
nt tt i'm lazy to write my blog..
just tt i dun have the time
and short tweets tell you my feeling there and then
unless there are issues tt i must write long long about
tt i'll do when i've more time
i hope.. haha.. i will la..

for now..
feel my real time feelings on the tweet board beside..
i tweet.. alot.. i promise!

on a sidenote
i'll be meeting my primary school friends tmr night for dinner
and yes, its a dozen years ago since i met them, about there..
haha.. its arranged on fb due to someone's return from overseas..
and most of them look.. alien.. as in.. i dun recognise them thru their pics on fb
tt is amazing!

can really expect how it will be like tmr.. gotta dress up and meet them man! this is really really exciting! haha.. can you imagine.. i was 12 then.. i'm gonna be 24 soon.. can't believe it, really!

will share more after tmr..

if i have the time..
coz i've got assignments and projects
and they
are
piling
up....
....
....

:: last post of 2009 ::

As we enter a new decade is less than 2 hours, here I shall post my very last post at Marina Bay floating platform as I celebrate the arrival of 2010 n bid goodbye to a wonderful 2009 with thousands of fellow Singaporeans..

2009 has been for me, a year of challenges and new surprises..

1. I left NTU for a short leave.. (I'll be back! I hope..)

2. I started poly life a bit later than everyone my age, but still.. It's an experience.

3. I climbed up high at NTU vertical marathon.

4. I ran.. A lot!

5. iPhone!! Haha!

6. I spent a lot!! Not a good thing. Bad bad actually.. I'll try to save.

7. Love is a tricky thing. I got lost. Found. Lost? Not sure. But I felt something special. Went up n down a roller coaster ride. Wild! Not sure my current status. But I do hope to find my way back into love :)

8. Had the tied of my party series. Blast!!!

9. Made many many new friends. And out to do loadsa volunteer work.

10. Trip to Vietnam for YEP with the cool peeps from HMS. An experience I cannot forget!!

11. Party like no other. P, Jeremy, Ben n all u guts.. Rocks!!

12. Started my fashion blog!! Yay!! And.. Kicked off designing our own label.. Look out!

Looking forward to an awesome year ahead doing much much more. Really..

Things I hope to achieve in the new year..

1. Achieve better score.. Much better. And venture into businesses for design.

2. Be a notable fashion blogger. Up my fash sense.

3. Hope Fashionisiac will be successful n more ventures and opportunities..

4. Purewiz will kick off real well n b a cool indie brand!!

5. I will get recognised for my work n leadership in school. Hope to be part of the club! :)

6. Make more cool friends!

7. Spend within limits.. Really. Stop frivolous spending..

8. Love love love ;) long love!!

9. Have a blast at a great great party!

10. Be a good mature boy/man with a positive attitude and out to achieve everything I can!! Love myself!!

11. Be who I really am!

12. Be healthy, my, my family, and all my friends.

Lastly...peace n happiness for all..

Have a great new year and a blast for everyone in 2010!!

Happy New Year!!!!


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:: luxury ::

I am not atas..
i'm a struggling poor brat who dreams of a life drowned in luxury
the post christmas sale didn't work out
the clothes are either ugly or that i can't afford
what sales is that.. bleah..

mixing with friends who dresses to kill
or dress to kill me and my faint heart
adorned to the nines
with the most premium
and lovely looking haute couture
which, unfortunately,
i can't afford.. sad..

i decided i shall not match them
because it is almost impossible
with my current occupation (zero income student)
maybe, maybe in the future..
i shall not give the impression that i am rich
because i am not
i shall not waste money
i shall have more practical aims
like.. loosing weight

alright
and so it shall be
i shall start loosing weight
and make myself look good
n ot necessarily in branded stuffs
if i slim down.. like.. alot..
i guess i will look good in just about anything
and i would look like i'm dressed in
all luxury items
when its me which shines.. yes..

no more useless new year resolutions that i can never resolve
i shall make promises to myself
and targets
which are really achievable..

for a better (if not the best year in my life) 2010!

:: 东运会总结—新加坡健儿凯旋归来•女飞鱼成吸金女王 ::

文：林觉豪（学生记者）
图：TEAMSINGAPORE

第二十五届东南亚运动会在寮国完美落幕，新加坡团队（Team Singapore）凯旋归来，猛夺33面金牌，30面银牌和35面铜牌。团队也在运动会上刷新多个记录，尤其是游泳方面，就包下了6个接力赛中的5面金牌，全也都创下新赛会记录。

两年一度的东运会主要是让区域的运动健儿有机会发挥所长，也是国与国之间促进沟通的一道桥梁。今年，新加坡团队就派出了192名运动选手参与18个体育项目。

运动会一开场，新加坡国家水球队就夺得了金牌，也创造了记录，是团队的第23面东运会金牌，无敌的团队奠定了他们在东南亚水球界的地位。

 

 

这次，新加坡派出的团队人数与参选项目比往年少，主要的原因，是因为这是寮国第一次举办东运会，场地与资源有限，项目也因此比往年少。这也是新加坡派出平均年龄最年轻的团队，共有99名健儿在21岁以下。90名初次参赛的选手都得到了不错成绩，其中就夺得了23面奖牌。

乒乓选手赛场大风光

 

 

 在所有运动项目中最亮眼的运动项目之一，就是我国的乒乓团队，勇夺12枚奖牌。乒乓团队逐渐强大，年复一年都取得不错成绩。女乒乓员更是抱回了会上所有的金牌，单打打、混合打全扫空。最受注目的就包括女单和混合打的总决赛，场上的双方都是新加坡团对成员。冯天微和高宁都在场上扬威。

新加坡运动百万大奖赏

新加坡为了鼓励与促进体育方面的发展，数年前推出了百万大奖赏计划，奖励在运动场上扬威的新加坡运动健将。奖金多寡依照运动会的权威性，和项目的选手人数。刷新国家或赛会记录的表现也赢得选手们一定的奖金。

这次东运会就创造出多名吸金的运动选手，其中两名女泳将就夺得非一般的成绩，各夺得4万元。

柯婷文＋陶李 扬威东运会泳池

 

          第25届东运会中表现最亮眼的亮位，莫非柯婷文和陶李这两位女飞鱼了。游泳团队在这次赛会猛夺14枚金牌，其中柯婷文和陶李就个夺5枚个人项目金牌，也同时刷新了多项项目的赛会记录。

其中，年仅17岁的柯婷文就在第三次出赛就夺得如此骄人的成绩，来届的东运会应该将继续杀很大。柯婷文也被列为本届东运会新加坡团队最佳女运动员。

另外，新加坡首个杀入奥运会游泳总决赛的泳手陶李，也不是泛泛之辈，同样取得亮眼佳绩，与婷文同样的成为本届东运会最高奖励4万元的得主。

其他表现优异的体育项目包括武术、高尔夫球、马来传统武术、跆拳道、桌球、射击和田径等都取得非一般成绩。

 

 

总的来说，我国健儿在本届东运会上的表现突出，年轻小将的实力更加不可忽视。只要持之以恒，我们绝对有理由相信我们的健儿会取得更傲人的成绩。让我们一起期待下一届东运会的到来吧！

:: Zettai Kareshi Special ::

I wanted to post a voice log of my emotions
immediately after i rewatched the ending of Zettai Kareshi Special
its my 3rd or 4th time watching le
but i still cried
and was in no mood of typing out my emotions
hence i did a voice log on my trusted iPhone (aka Matthias)
haha

i was crying
i cried until nobody's business
i cried till my eyes were swollen and my lower eyelid hurt
i wept like i never wept before
maybe less than the first time i watched..
still..
its touching
no word can explain
you should watch it yourself

really
i dun cry easily
i didn't cry as much when i failed my exams
i never even cry like tt when my best friend died (though i did cry.. )
i have never let a single tear drop each time i broke up with my girl/boy friend(s)

it is touching
really..
the show and its magic
when Night (nai-to-kun) told her that he is leaving and to be gone for good
to be demolished
and that is because he understood
as a robot, that he can't grow old with her and
his only mission was to love her
and that she deserved someone better..
that was the magic
when he departed
and asked her to turn away
all my hair stood
pulses spread through my body
and tear starting accumulating
and rolling..

read this to know more about the story...

:: OVB _ Beauty and the Beast 《美女与野兽》：颠覆传统 巅疯庆圣诞 ::

文：林觉豪（学生记者）
图：W!ld Rice剧团

      传统的童话故事，往往都是英雄救美，白马王子拯救受难的美丽公主。但编剧Alfian Sa’at偏选择了《美女与野兽》非传统的概念，再把他搞乱，以全新搞笑夸张的手法，呈献给大家一部适合全家大小收看的音乐剧。

    这一部《美女与野兽》是W!ldrice剧团年度欢乐音乐剧，由去年大受欢迎的Snow White《白雪公主》原班人马再度出击，把大家熟悉的童话故事大闹一番，带给大家两个半小时的欢笑之余，也传达重要的讯息给小朋友们。

      这是Alfian第二次写圣诞音乐剧（Pantomime），对这一门艺术有了一定的了解，也能创作出更好的歌词。Alfian表示，今年选择把《美》改编，主要是因为认为故事中的女主角很特别，够英勇，是少数的女“英雄“。

      由本地电视与喜剧明星Hossan Leong导演的《美》，连续《白》的风格，动作夸张，大用舞台灯光与特效，这次也加入了更多的互动，让观众参与故事其中。

      W!ld Rice剧团这次的《美》讲述一名富有的年轻男子（国际舞台巨星R J Rosales饰）与他家人，在多年前的一个生日聚会上，被一位女魔下了毒咒，全部都变成了家中的家具物品，而该名男子则变成了巨大的怪兽。男子原本是个 温顺的男子，变成野兽后，因为无法接受，而变的脾气暴躁，自卑心作祟。唯一能解除魔咒的方法，就是得到一位真心爱自己的美女的吻。

      另一个镇上，则住着一位富有爱心的美女（Emma Yong饰）。她家虽然有钱，但她不贪心，不像她那两位总是欺负她的姐姐（由蔡恩莱和Darius Tan反串演出）。一天，她们爸爸要到镇外去办事，姐姐们都要求爸爸帮她们买名牌物品，美女却只希望爸爸能为她找回一颗美丽的玫瑰花，而最重要的是爸爸能 平安的回来。

她爸爸出外回来时，在路上看见了一颗非常精美的玫瑰花，而决定去采，没想到，这朵玫瑰花是野兽的心爱之花。野兽为了惩罚美女的爸爸，要求他把家中一位女儿送它做伴。

      故事后续发展精彩有趣，除了原著提到的素材，剧中更出现了一般懂得武功的混混，是女魔的儿子的帮派，被派来扰乱一切，不让美女爱上那野兽王子。故事高潮迭 起，当中除了由浪漫爱情之外，还有精彩武打场面，更是有教育意义，提醒小朋友和大朋友不要乱摘路边的花草和要爱惜动物。

      如之前的圣诞音乐剧，这次的《美》也加入了今年时事新闻元素与口头禅，如之前红极一时的“Boomz”和“Shingz”，还有乘机开一些政治玩笑，但全都是为了好玩，博君一笑。

      音乐总监Elaine Chan创作出非常不错的歌曲，但慢歌胜过与快歌，让人留下较深刻的印象。服装设计方面，五彩缤纷，配合近乎完美的卡通般舞台设计，让整个演出活灵活现，有如在童话故事中。

      单看这部《美女与野兽》，精彩十足，非一般的家庭飨宴。虽没有Disney动画版的感人，也比去年《白雪公主》较为少一些的“哇“指数，但还是一部非常值得一家大小，或配一群朋友去看的舞台剧。

 

这个圣诞，就一起大声笑，陪同美女、野兽和他们的家人一同狂欢吧！

 

:: 开心就好 ::

Love is a vicious cycle.. (Jasen Tay said)
And i can't agree more..
You fall in love.
you quarrell..
he betrays you..
you forgive..
he continues..
you hate him..
for awhile..
and you love him again..
and soon, the passionate kisses are gone..
it becomes boring.
you fall out of love, with him..
and you crave for more love..
and you want more..
then you love, again..

my relationships in the past few years are really interesting
from friends
to very good friends..
to a sudden feeling for one another
love love love
then he loves me like crazy
and i love him like theres no tomorrow..
then it forms and drops into a routine
there is love, but it seems normal
like married couples after years..

then another friend appears
and i think its interesting
i see the current relationship going nowhere
so.. i skip and hop boat
bad bad..
but the "ex" dun really seem to get angry
weird, i might think
but i'm glad it didn't turn into something ugly (twice, in fact)

now..
back to square one.
i'm in love, again..
some passion..
same passion? i don't know.
but i know we will love each other for a while more
though i hope it will be for long..
maybe..
forever..

to my dearie..
sorry if i hurt you
i've learnt
to treasure you
thank you for being who you are
and for sharing your heart and love with me
thank you for not digging into the past
and willingness to accept me again
i thank you for who you are
and our love.. :)

i know i am a bad bad boy
but thank you for wanting me
maybe these unexplainable things
is what we call.. love...

:: <<寂寞，好了>> ::

拼命的上网 
闷坏的胸口让我 
想大声 的呐喊 

我努力不放 
你冷淡 你让分手 就这样 
我连做梦也感觉受伤 

一年过了 还是一天 
计算着慌张 
计程车上的音响 
我们最爱的情歌 
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏 

夜深了 我怎么办 
寂寞了 谁在身旁 
心情变的好复杂 
想她 念她 恨她 

一个人 你害怕吗 
细数过 漫天星光 
说过永远不分开 
多假 多假 多假 
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔 
心放空了 寂寞好了 

坚强外表下 
我脆弱 情人节开始失常 
别人庆祝 我却很失落 

秋天过了 冬天漫长 
欢愉而感伤 
我们天真的勇敢 
我们追求的梦想 
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光 

夜深了 我怎么办 
寂寞了 谁在身旁 
心情变的好复杂 
想她 念她 恨她 

一个人 你害怕吗 
细数过漫天星光 
说过永远不分开 
多假 多假 多假 
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔 
心放空了 寂寞好了 

寂寞 感冒 全都可以好的 
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放 

夜深了 我 怎么办 
寂寞了 谁在身旁 
心情变的好复杂 
想她 念她 恨她  

一个人 你 害怕吗  
细数过 漫天 星光  
说过永远不分开  
多假 多假 多假  
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔  
没有你  
心 放空了  
寂寞 好了

Totally totally dig this song. can liten to it over and over and over and over and over and over again..

last check on iTunes.. listened for 259 times le.. Hahaha!

Evan rocks! 

:: 寂寞，好了 ::

Here's singing to you my favourite song.. from Evan Yo 《寂寞，好了》
And with this, wishing you a Merry Christmas!

:: 孤单的很需要另一个同类 ::

爱收了又给我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会

去追
不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵

:: love n addictions ::

i find it weird
but its true..
爱屋及乌
and you get addicted and loving the thing that your lover likes/loves

like how i loved Domo when i was together with W
and his insane love for it
and Lego figurines
and running and gymming
and many other things
they all turned into an addiction

and when i was with P for the short period of time
i fell in love with starbucks
because of his addiction to it
and i started picking up his expansive taste
in a bid to be like him
following him
being so very into quirky fashion

and i remember when i was with vinc
we often when to get drinks and cakes
that we both love so much

well well...
i need to develop a thinking of my own
maybe, just maybe..
influence tohers to love what i love..

now.. what do i really like/love myself???

:: responsibilities ::

I've reach a stage that i feel i need to take responsibilities. but before that..
i need opportunities. really. i need the chance to make the money.
i'm in dire need.

i started teaching tuition.. teaching an AT English. and yes, the lesson was conducted in mandarin.
luckily i learned translation, and new the simple terms like verbs, nouns, grammar, vocabulary, passive and active voices in chinese. it was tough, but I hope i am able to manage, and i'm of help.

i secretly enjoy teaching.
so maybe the teaching track really is what I am suppose to do..
another round.. maybe in the future.

my bills are piling up and i can't run away from them anymore
i'm too much a spendthrift and its time i woke up
and earned my own money..
well..
i'm already a 23 year old and i can't keep depending on my mum
maybe a little
but i hope to be more financially independent in the near future.

on a separate note
i realise i'm really not good as i think i am
and its sort of a wake up call
to work harder and not keep thinking i am excellent
i shall create space for improvements in terms of my work
or shall i say there's loads to be improved
gotta keep working on it..

in Singapore
cash is really important
as well as action
all talk no action is a nono..
i have got a million ideas and thoughts
but easier said than done
i believe,
even if i'm wrong, did something incorrectly
i should be humble
and make the necessarily changes
and be more lenient to other like how i wish others to be upon me
accept others comments and keep improving
no one is right forever
keep an active mind and
enjoy every step i take in life

i shall reflect more
and improve more
and be more responsible for my every action
i'll really try

any body has brothers/sisters/nieces/nephews/friends who need tuition>?
or sponsor to help my dream of setting up my own music studio?
or help start off my own magazine?
or to emply me as a singer..
or..... or.... or....

:: my mind is about to burst ::

have been feeling unwell for days, probably weeks. headache. then i was sick. really. with fever and all.

then i was alone. felt lonely. and then the decision to be alone.

away from someone i thought was right.

not that he is not good. just that, we were not meant for each other.

nothing unhappy. really.

he is a carefree person. he lives a life of clubs and gym and partying and nights.

not me. i am a student who loves all these. but i'm not entitled to them.

i have my mother to think of. i can be living by myself. i don't have the financial support.

i can't afford the luxury styles.



we shall be good friends. really. better than before.

and we'll be happier.

but i think i still need... some love...

its W's birthday today...

:: one end ::

One end spells the start of another story
I don't feel down.
I feel happy.
Because I have experienced it before.
And I have no regret.
At least I know this person.
And that we are not meant for each other.
Adapting is tough.
We were good friends.
We will be even better friends now.
We've seen too much of each other.
ANd to treasure one another as friends. Solemates. BFFs.
Just not as lovers.
Maybe another type of love we share.

Be happy:)

:: anniversary ::

As part of World Aids Day events, Action for Aids held two exclusive screenings of this special short film commisioned by them, directed by Royston Tan and written by Alfian Sa'at, starring Shane Mardjuki, Jae Leung and Kelvin Ong.

The story goes like this..

Wai Kit (Kelvin Ong), a 23-year-old undergrad living with Justin (Shane Mardjuki), his 27-year-old boyfriend, are about to celebrate their first anniversary together. Justin makes a suggestion as to how to celebrate their first anniversary but was met with a luke warm response from Wai Kit.
Following a call from Jimmy (Jae Leung), Wai Kit wants to move out of Justin's house, leaving Justin wondering what has gone wrong between them.

"Anniversary" is a story of love, of what trust mean and the need to find out the truth. "Anniversary" will touch your heart and remain in your mind long after viewing.




The exclusive screening was held yesterday to two full house crowds at Sinema. Issues raised includes how to pass on the safe sex message and getting tested, and avoiding drugs and group fun, all these messages over to the younger crowd. The short film, unfortunately, got a R21 rating and hence was limited to a more mature crowd. How then, can there be less in-your-face method to bring it to the younger gays in society who might be falling victims into it?

Hope that there will be more screening of this film, both from artistic point of view and advocacy, to show this wonderful show to touch people, as well as subtlely spread the message.



(I was tricked to attend the event because I did not know, no where from the site, that this was a AfA Aids event. I went just based on the fact tt it was a royston tan short film. Damn, i should have done more research.)

http://www.anniversary.sg