:: isaac is going crazy ::

i have all rights to think i'm mentally ill

because i'm so DAMN stress

and i'm having constant headaches

and going into fainting mode

and into states of trances suddenly

and not knowing what happen

weird feelings of deja vu

and crazy little snippets when i don't remember where i'm suddenly

don't even remember what i did the day before

or even what happen in the morning, even just hours before

i'll suddenly find myself in somewhere

but can't remember how i got there

and be on a transportation and not know where my destination is..

when i am gyming

i have the crazy urge to do many sets

but thereafter

feeling so tense in my muscles

and feel like giving up..

and despite my efforts..

i don't see significant results

and my body weight changes faster than singapore's weather

majiam like the current share market..

which is really bad..

currently

i need to have a better plan for my life

i feel lost..

and in need..

of a pace setter

someone to guide me

and help me through...