:: thinking through things ::

I sit down
looking through my stuffs
and thinking through the many happenings
that has happened during this holidays
and as i plan for the next week or so
and for the new semester..

Love:
its a complicated thing
between 2 persons
even more so between 2 guys
especially between 2 people who are so different
in many ways
yet sharing the same passion in life
and in this real world
real things happen
and feelings get tweaked

there's too much between us
and around us
for me not to feel tired
but because we love each other so much
we are able to look past these things
and appreciate each other
forget about the flaws
forgive one and others' misdemeanors
and love on like nothing happened..
i wish
this will stay on..
and on..

was at a class chalet i spearheaded
and am I glad that although the turnout was small
but we had fun
and bonded well
i had a chance to bond with the people were going to
be in the same class as me
and we talked also about many things
about class
about life
it was..
nice:)

attended BBE YEC's first meeting..
was a nice session selecting the committee
and the various office bearers..
there's going to be a lot to learn from
being a grassroots leader
in this youth group
and i look forward to working with this dynamic bunch of people
from different walks to life
to organise events for my constituency
and making friends in my neighbourhood
btw..
after little rounds of "elections" and "votings"
i am part of the sports and wellness team,
as well as the New Media and Publicity Secretary..
interesting..
as i hope to hone my skills in design and publication
doing publicity works and such
as well as maintaining good new media health
in the group.
might be able to apply wat i learn from webby design in the new sem..

currently out of dragonboating for awhile
because since i left for vietnam till now
my weekends are all jam packed
so..
no river regatta and db trainings for me this half year..:(

as for my new style in the new sem
i've decided
that i should be a fashion boy like i've always targetted
and go all out in dressing everyday
i've bought a big new collection for this sem
and hope to create new styles that will blow ppl's mind
and upping my own style quotient
to go well with my new fashion blog i plan for next year
as well as our little designing tees business:)
my great clothes collection from uniqlo n topman n river island n g2000
all waiting for me:)

that also brings me to another point..
i'm broke
and my lines are cut off temporary again..
i need to get a work
and try to pay off things for myself..
i dun noe how long more i can sustain a lifestyle like tt
without working
and i feel bad when i swipe the card each time..
well well..
any good job offers to fit my timetable?

and fitness calls..
i need to get a healthy lifestyle
gym n swim.,.
alot alot alot next sem..
loose weight!
with determination and sheer spirit.
i believe!!

alot in my mind
weighing me down..
if u don't see me smile so much
u understand
i've too much load
going through too much
i only hope to do my best in each section
and excel!

for now
i think i need to concentrate and enjoy whatever i have

HMS leadership camp from mon-thurs..
well well..
looking for other commitments..
and also job+money:)

:: weight check 001 ::

its been an amazing 3.5 weeks since i started out my weight loss program
and although i started with a "dream/desire"
(a relatively unbelievable target)
or 5kg within 3 weeks
and now, i can confirm tt i've not reached it
(to put bluntly, i've failed, quite miserably..

but the consolation is
i've indeed lost some (like really little) weight
and i've gotten into the good habit of sports
and gymming at least 4 times a week
(each session 1 hr, no less..)

arms, legs, total body, circuit, cardio..
and so its goes..

here's the results for stage one..

date started: 30/09/08
weight started: 105.5kg

date today: 23/10/08
weight today: 101.6kg

total weight loss to date: 3.9kg

ok la..
2 things..
one is i dun quite believe the weighing scale at fitness first millenia walk
coz everytime i take the weight like damn low..
so it might not be accurate
though it sures makes me feel pleased, happy and "zhan zhan zi xi.."
haha..

next..
my cut carbo diet is going very well
but i need to work more on it to sustain
no stealing sweet food and rice every two-three days
and try to cut down on the salad dressings as n when possible..
must resist the temptations
i can do it!

i suddenly luuurrvve tau huay
anytype
anytime.. muahahah..

(5kg in the next three week's is gonna be tough becoz of exams,. but i'll try..
next report due: 15 nov..)