:: 600 ::

Its been sooo long since my last post!
At least its been freaking long since i wrote a proper post with regards to how i'm doing.. well well..
life has been pretty exciting, but tiring as well.. not sure how some things will turn up as, but there are already some disappointments..

CCA wise, i failed to get ino baracuda batucada, which is quite sad..
magnum force training just started, but its quite straineous, not sure if i can cope..
there's drama but i'm not v keen, mayb i've had quite enuff of it..
and then there's ovb n chinese soc? not v sure though..
but i now wish to concentrate on my studies, really.. even though i said the last time i must jiayou, but week 4 le, i still quite "diao er lang dang".. no good no good!

mayb not having a cca, i can concentrate on my studies, but hor, will b so boring right? hmm..

anyways, in terms of school, i'm really busy le lo..
every week seems so short
with sooooo many projects to do and so many assignments starting to pile up in the back too..
its especially scary!!

my friends are cool though.... and seemingly acceptable to me..
haha..
they are, well, rather innocent people, not yet tainted by the cruelties of this world.
so i can still feel very safe talking to them.. haha!

my other friends wise, well, we had a gathering with the chestnuts last weekend..
which was, what i'll say as zhongguizhongju, ok lo.. but hope the next time we can have more fun,
and make sure every body is HAPPY! as happy as attending my Happy! Party! LOL!

isn't it amazing how life is?
we plan so many things to happen like the way we want it to
but most of them time they fall flat
or an event just goes past and there seems to be things you planned to do but did not accompolish?
i guess that is just life, la.

instead of setting millions of aims,
we should take a step back and look at our life sometimes
is this really the path we want to take?
(no matter big or small decisions)
where should we really rest?
are we doing things on impulse?
where are we heading to?
is this something we will really be happy for?
why are we here?
there are a million of such questions
often left unanswered.

the next time when you meet me
please tell me
that wat we eat or drink or am at is not important
what is more important is that you and me are still good friends
and that we have not "mi shi fang xiang"
we know wat we are doing and are on our way to a blessed life.

it is not easy,
but we need to know if
we are happy.

just like W and I
i feel we are happy
because we can't always be the "perfect" couple.
there are the many imperfections in our relationship which we need to improve
there are the unhappy times that we whish never occured.
there are many things i wish i can tell everyone how much i feel the love.
there has been so many occurings that i dun know which one to share.
the sweet notings
the endless love n sex n kisses
the feeling is deep inside....

just like special friends.
they are always there for you
you know it
and thank god for it.
vinc.. thank you are your mere existance.
we had our "4 years" annivesary for something dumb a few days ago..
it was the day, 4 yrs back,
when i told him about what i really amd and he told me his feelings about tt.
it was farny
no idea why we would commemorate such a day.
now he has someone else he likes, who is soo gdi cute la..(i'm jealous)
i feel happy for him
though deep inside
i feel bad for "converting him" like i always said.
haha. some ppl say, you can't change a person, if he is queer, he IS queer.. well well..

anyway.. so much on my current thoughts and a round up of my messy stage of life now..
i feel really happy though..
there are little percents of unhappiness, grouch, confusion and other terrible feelings
but i shall always try to forget them
and lead a simplistic life and enjoy!
happiness to me and all my friends
and some random ppl who comes to read my blog.

this is my 600th post on Absolutmilo!! WOW!!
to the many 100s more of interesting post to come..
at this place where i share my life, my thoughts, my rants and my creative juices.
happy 600th post!

:: friend ::

i thought about it for awhile

then i decided i need to write it on my blog

but using so long to tink

i did not know what title to put

so i put it simply (or bluntly)

as friend

i saw u

i tapped you on the shoulder

you turned back

and just gave me a nod

maybe u were busy

after i got what i wanted at the coffeeshop

i still saw you waiting by the road side

maybe for someone to appear

so i went ahead

hoping to chat with you

a friend whom i've not talked to for so long

but u onli turned back

to ask me a question

with you looking tired and worn out

i don't know

but with benefit of a doubt

i shall just take it as you are tired

mayb i'm tinking too much

but i feel tt we have lost it

remembering the incident back then

which we have already clarified.

i still take you as a very close

very special friend

hope you will reciprocate

once your best friend.. (i hope)

::清明时季雨纷纷::

清明节时雨纷纷
路上行人欲断魂
借问酒家何处有
牧童遥指杏花村.

*its cold.. brrr*

I'm really mugging like an idiot now.. roar.. feeling darn stressed as i've got to improve loads and fly high high high till i go practically crazy for the upcoming exams.. its just a week away. Never felt so intense before.

dearie is busy.. he is travelling everywhere for his work. i can onli admire all the pictures and the scent of his clothes he brings back after each trip. oh.. i hope the sakura smells nice.

well, heres wat i did last weekend.. now then got the little pocket of time to upload..

last saturday was a busy busy busy day for me. i went to Books Actually new store opening cupcakes party at Ann Siang Road. Its a nice little shop, taking over half of wat was Front Row. The atmosphere at the new BA store is still as nice, i especially like the little courtyard. how i wish i can have a little place of mine like this. no pictures of the store, but what i offer is a photo of the delicious diabetic cup cake. *laughs*

After that, i rushed down Tanjong Pagar to buy the really yummy Chewy Junior cream puffs.. these little sweet delights are really yummy. You should try it.. theres another branch at Plaza Singapure if i'm not wrong. there's savoury ones too, like chaw siew and black pepper chix tt sort.. Yup..

then i headed down to Central to prepare for the Chestnuts gathering I organised. We were to have dinner at Manhattan Fish Market, which according to my friend was a slightly cheaper option to Fish&Co. And boy was the food yummy and comparable. The really nice platters. we tried three different platters that evening..
The occasion was a celebration for Julia and YiHao's birthday. Yup. And I got them a special cake alternatives, desserts from Gobi! Wow.. They are really delicious and sweet! Loved them!

Thereafter we headed for a nice talk and chat session beside the Singapore river.. And I shared with them my Chewy Juniors.. Hehe!

We contemplated on where to head to, before deciding to go over to Clark Quay main area to seek for alternatives. We were at the smoke n fountain area, and decided to cam whore. Yeah..

miloboi and yihao

Got loads of pictures taken.. but unfortunately i dun have the time to go edit them to look nicer, so, some other time ba..

And then we contemplated on whether to go MOS to open the eyes of some of our friends.,. haha.. "clubbing virgins" were ready to break their "virginity".. oops..

And since it was free entry for students and I was a member and can bring in 2 guests, we decided to give it a go. And there we went into MOS for a nights fun!

*did i say i was having exams next week? really guilty*

cam whore.....

miloboi and Julia ah ma (aka birthday baby)

miloboi and jason

miloboi and huiting

miloboi and darius

miloboi and Jianrong

miloboi and santymiloboi and chengyee

we were unsatisfied wif the first pic and decided to take another.. but..

i look so darn fat in the above.. eww....
so i took another shot of myself to complement..

Sidetrack: I've gotten into some problems with my IPPT.. really hopes it dissolves really really soon.. I have to! Hmmm..

For now.. well.. all i can do is to mug.. mug mug mug.. stressed!

我的麦当劳

The time now: 4am. The place: Bukit batok central's 麦当当(sic). The thing i'm doing: studying while waiting for first bus to go back Hall. Haha. I'm blogging using my k800i. Haha. Going to order my breakfast le, wat shall i eat? Haha. Well, i'm here because it is Juz not right to ask Eunice send me back to hall all the way, and i dun wan2 go home because home = sleep n no study n disturb mommy! Orh.. Aren't i sweet? Oh. Juz now went wif the chestnut people to Changi Airport to pick up Guan Yi who has finished her course in Sydney. So good. Then we went to Geylang for food. Dim Sum at lor 17, then bean curd n soy milk n you Tiao, then durians! Service quite good, altho very ex. I wish i ate the durians before my Econs paper.. Why? Because there was this question about the price of durians being cheaper during peak seasons n more expansive during non peak like now. Argh! I've gotta struggle wif my computing now n after monday my Physics. Argh! Really dunno wat to expect. Haiz. Ok la. Will Jia you. Hope to be back in hall soon. For now, i shall mug till the bus cones. Too bad we din take pictures at todays outing. Haiz..