looking at myself these days
i keep thinking back
and loads and loads of what if-s comes out
i am what i choose to be
so what if i love out of the norm
so what if i did not score as well
what if i did try hard
what does it mean to work hard?
am i fitted for higher education?
what jobs will i be suited for when i do enter the society?
why did i choose engineering, at all?
if at that time i took the civil engineering option in 2006, would I still
be struggling now?
do i even know what I'm studying and aiming for?
well..
i actually don't really have an answer to that.
i am overly ambitious
yet under prepared
i think too much?
i think that I don't think
enough
i keep thinking back
and loads and loads of what if-s comes out
i am what i choose to be
so what if i love out of the norm
so what if i did not score as well
what if i did try hard
what does it mean to work hard?
am i fitted for higher education?
what jobs will i be suited for when i do enter the society?
why did i choose engineering, at all?
if at that time i took the civil engineering option in 2006, would I still
be struggling now?
do i even know what I'm studying and aiming for?
well..
i actually don't really have an answer to that.
i am overly ambitious
yet under prepared
i think too much?
i think that I don't think
enough
relax.. breathe.. dont have to care abt social norms n expectations.. i'm sure you know wad you want and thats already far better than the rest of the folks outside.. you go brother!
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