:: 临时抱佛脚 ::

this holidays seems so weird
i'm suppose to be taking special sem
but the course i chose is so... i dunno how to describe it
i feel lost taking architectural appreciation in civil engineering..
civil engine? which part? appreciation? okay..
what did i learn, really? i dun recall..
what am i suppose to do at exam later? ... draw someting which i guess i noe..
the whole ting is funny lo..
the lecturer never even teach us how to draw,
and we have to come up with our projects,
designing a bus stop and our dream home..
duh..
i won't say the course is easy.. although there is noting to study..
and it is purely based on creativity..
and i somehow am quite bad at drawing..
and its not hard..
to those people who can draw..
and as i said, noting to study, so where got hard?
i'm so lost now..

but i've SU-ed it..
so i feel relax..
but after SU-ing..
i feel a mix of emotions..
because i do not know how the instructor grades..
its safe to SU it so it doesn't affect the GPA..
but mayb he is super lenient
then i may be missing out..
i actually quite wana know what grade i get..
somehow feeling a little regretful..

then again..
because i SU-ed
i feel so so so comfortable and unstress..
really..
i could even affor to go out for movie of Kungfu Panda (will do a review tmr, maybe)
late night on the eve of the exams..
and have dinner wif dearie..
and come back hall at 11pm..
and now, just completed rushing the drawings (projects) which are due tomorrow..
(they were by right due 2 weeks ago, but the instructor extended it so we can improve on the drawings..)

i done my best..
and will do my best tmr as well..
as i go into the exam hall
for the first time
completely at lost
both with a mixed feeling of exhilaration
confident that i am prepared ('coz theres noting to)
and worried (because i nv know how i will do.. its ART..)

oh..