:: simple pleasures ::

going away
is something i always wanted to do and never had the chance
until a certain brave soul
asked me to throw everything down
and escape into a world i only dare fantasize about
just you and me
in a foreign land
enjoying ourselves

and so I am now in Taipei, Taiwan
on a 3 days 2 night trip
enjoying
just pleasure
massages, facial, shopping, spa, sleeping, eating
not bothered about anything thats not mine
and not his
we are just wanting to be in a world of our own

not bothered touring spots that are for tourists
maybe just a trip of taipei 101
and not bothered about sharing with everyone how happy we are
not bothered with taking too many photos
and not bothered with memorabilias
and goodies to bring back

those, like wat M says
are for tourists
we are just two people who want a break
we are here to enjoy
and thats what we are doing

the trip is short
but that is what we can afford
in terms of time, for now

why go on leaving so much trails and memories
i like to hear him explain and tell me..
"dear, you are in charged of enjoying and relaxing.
not buying things for your friends and families
not taking pictures to prove where you have been
not sharing your joy through thoughts and what nots
it shall just be you and me and our love love"

ok!
i'm pampered and very happy:)

i can't stop smiling
seeing him seeing me seeing where i am seeing what i have
i just smile and feel really delighted

and then he says..
"no need to have too much memories to keep,
coz when you crave, seeing pictures are useless"

and also
"when you feel it, like it, want it, need it, have a break,
we'll just back again.."

these simple things in life
really
enjoy a holiday like its yours..

:: i am weird ::

i am weird
i think
i speak in a different language from you
and you and him and her
and probably it

i dun speak in ghost language
neither do i really understand human's
all the different tones and keys

i admit
i'm weird
am i?

:: my 701st blogpost! ::

Haha.. Just noticed the last post was my 700th post..
i thought i wanted, and was planning a way to "celebrate"
but i kinda missed it.. haha

anyway
just sharing a song that i pretty much like in recent times
its by Jaycee Chan (fang zuming)

and i attempted to sing it
a little pitchy here n there..
but hope you like it..

click on the link below to hear me screech!

http://twic.li/m4V

房祖名 假动作

要不是他在眼前对你的爱恋
我想爱你的心将持续冬眠
梦被叫醒如何能疏远

要不是你在耳边对我吐真言
我想我会怎样跟你没关联
从此脸前到你脸也能面这面

我明白直觉
会因为视觉听觉触觉产生错觉
于是要你无觉也不要你了解
挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
该你的幸福结果
就算冷漠是假动作没有错
我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
为的只是要你能忘了我

要不是我开始在深陷的边缘
没想到那么快就必须弃权

可是所有的可能不允许深一点
我明白直觉
会因为视觉听觉触觉产生错觉
于是要你无觉也不要你了解
挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
该你的幸福结果
就算冷漠是假动作没有错
我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
为的只是要你能忘了我
关于经不起流言的家伙赶紧抵制脆弱

人的不自力难免有许多
痛的不痛尽量躲过才能好好生活

挥挥手只是假动作掩饰我
深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
该你的幸福结果
就算冷漠是假动作没有错
我背负心碎藏躲独自人海漂泊
为的只是要你能忘了我

请你忘了我 

:: 执着 ::

试想想，为什么要对某种事物与事项如此执着呢？
你弄得自己有那么多的埋怨、那么不快乐，又何苦呢？

saw some people insisting that their creativity are being restricted by others
and that if others have a say in their work
it is no longer their work

think of it
in a workplace
someone gives you some autonomy to create a piece
then after that, they give critical comments and hope that you change..
you will have to make amendments right?
you can't insist that your creativity has been forsaken
and that the amended work is totally not my idea
forgoing the fact that the main creation was pretty much yours, eh?

in life
we should really take a step back
if you really have great ideas and are really perfect
then you will have the right to ask the other to shut up

but creativity and art is intrinsic
the value of it varies from person to person
and what you think is perfect might not actually be

look at it this way
if you are an artist and have created a masterpiece
and people say its good, then good, sell it or keep it
for all it values

but if people say they dun like it
ok, accept the fact that some people dun like your work
there might be people who appreciate it
there might be people who dun
you can't force it upon others, eh?

school assignments n results varies
and especially in humanities n arts
there is no perfection
some people might like your creation
theres a set of rules
seeing from some technical viewpoints
thats why your scored in that technicality


dun assume that you are fabulous every time once you get A once
i have come to accept the fact..


why persist? does it make you happy?

:: one chance ::

took part in YES 933 明星DJ争霸赛2days ago..
didn't manage to get into the Top 20
but i was confident of myself
i though i did pretty well
so maybe the competition was strong

2 of my coursemates made it thru though..

i really love DJ-ing
and radio broadcasting is (or was, now) pretty much my dream

to say that i'm not disappointed will be false
i am upset and a little jealous

maybe.. theres chances in future with this station or others

or maybe.. i'll get a better job.. which i believe in much

did not make it this time
one chance gone
moving forward
with confidence..