:: too free ::

a million plans seems fixed to the back of my mind everyday

when i'm actually freaking free during most of the time in the day

until a certain hour when i have an event to attend/ rehearsal/ meet up..

i seem to be waiting

endlessly

for something to happen..

for now.. i'm just waiting for new year to come

before tt, i am a real slacker..

even my supposed full time job has such flexible working hours n workload

that i don't practically feel its existence..

i bet many people are envious,

but wait till i tell you the environment and the official working hours and weekend load..

well well..

i guess this world IS fair..

but for now..

i shall be the snappy self.. and complain about everything..

i have no plans actually..

because i don't see myself having passion for anyting I do now..

hopefully my application for a poly course gets through and i get a course i like..

even better if i qualify for work in THE ministry i've been wanting so badly..

if all fails.. i hope i'll b able to get a place in a course i like in SIM/MDIS/ACCA..

noting concrete.. just waiting..

not even sure for wat..

(man, i really feel like i'm Eeyore.. though not that pessimistic..)