:: when was the last time.. ::

was out with anderson n weizhi juz now
went to comex show at suntec..
was juz walking ard.. din have something in mind actually...
juz look look see see..
so in d end oso nv buy anyting..

anyway..
the idea was tt..
i had a good nice chat with them
feeling good about having friends around..
the warmth..

because since school started a month ago
i've been pretty much alone
attending lectures and going home alone
lunching alone
pretty sad actually..

so today was a pretty nice time
and i felt i had two really good friends
where we can talk about anyting
because we know each other so well
and we have quite similar interest and ideas

be it having dinner and toking rubbish
or walking around citylink n comex fair
or the random j.co donut eat n chat
or a heart to heart cum current affairs chat at the other starbucks in raffles city
all the way into the night..
i felt good..

when was the last time i had such chance..

well.. i can onli hope to have more such instances to spend with friends..
and maybe go sing k
go do some sports
or shopping sessions
and mayb plan for a short hols..
like wat seems to be other "friends" can do..
why does it never happen in my life? lol..

maybe because i'm a hermit
still pretty much trying to lead a life of my own
thinking tt i have friends
but actually
most of them are juz "hi/bye"
and now i desperately wana come out of my shell..