emotional quotient

I am afraid of loneliness.

I am afraid of being stuck in a situation.

I think too much.

Every night. I plan my days ahead. But they just don't turn up the way it suppose to.

Every night. I think. I think a lot. And every night. I feel so lonely. So emotional. So sad. But i just can't seem to find out the answers to all the questions I want to know. I don't even know exactly what I am thinking about.

I fantasize.

And I live in fantasy.

I am afraid to loose. Anyting.

Whatever.