Happy feb 29th!

What a special day it is. Wow. Once every 4 years. Wonder what i did on 29 feb 2004. Did i make any promises? Hmm.. Well.. This time its different. I'm going out with my friends from Epiphany! We having a post prod party at settlers later. More pictures later ok. On another note, tonight will be the first time, i hope, vincent meets willie. Haha.. We going to watch The Leap Years. Really excited. But Will night not b free.. Depends. Orh.. There's no significance of Feb 29th actually, but humans always like to romanticise these days.. Oh well.. There isn't even a name to it.. Wat? The Leap day? Haha.. Ok then.. Happy Leap day everyone.. The above is my first Lego mini set. Fixed it last night. Was suppose to bring it out for some adventure. But i left it at home.. Argh.. Never mind.. I'll still have a great day out! Its feb 29th!

Back to my lego days.

Wil bought this for me when we went out today. Haha.. Sharing his passion for lego figurines.. But it really sparks memories of my younger days. Now then i know lego toys can be really fun.. But lego ain't cheap ok..

The kidult

Willie, the kidult. Our shopping haunt? Toys r us. Our favourite meal at mc: happy meal. He loves acting cute. Just dun tell anyone our age gap...

Revelation

This seems a bit fast. But well. I guess we should proceed. I'm now dating willie. And we are working out the kinks.. It seems like a more normal relationship for me.. Really hope for it to be good..

Coca-cola zero

I really dunno whether to applaud or laud this intention. As much as i want enjoy coke without feeling the guilt and sin, but unlike what it promises as 'real coca-cola taste, zero sugar', the taste is, Erm, like a can of cola from Whatever. Well.. Even coke light taste better. Hmm.. But with 0 kcal of energy, and zero grams of protein, eat, carbohydrate and total sugar.. Hmm.. It seems like a healthier choice. Argh.. Actually i remember i tasted this before somewhere sometime back. Well.. They are just the poor cousins of the wonderful coca cola.. Really less guilt?

Shady morning

Its cold. Real cold.. Brr.. Was suppose to visit the Ntu pool for the very first time outside orientation camps with weizhi this morning... But.. It rained earlier in the morning.. And now the sky still dark.. Exercise plan ruined.. See later how.. Mite swim myself in afternoon if sun visits... Haiz..

The road is long

Quiet. Dim. And leads to who knows where. If i were to walk down this road, where would i end up. What choices do i have? Are there any exits ahead? Do i have the choice or even opportunity to make a u-turn? Uncertainties. I have them. But they are just but part of our lives. The road is long. Just keep walking.








Miloboi says: the choices we make, makes the person we may be. Move on.

The significance of a wilted flower.

The rose bid me goodbye. The baby breaths turned yellow. The leaves dried up. Can someone tell me the meaning of this. Has it come to an end? Because it has to make space for new life. Does it mean that this spells the end of a chapter?







 Miloboi says: i can't decide my life for myself. What a failure...

Busy... and it will be over!!

It was one hell of an exhilarating night last night!

Singapore won the Youth Olympic bid. Yeah! I am so glad about that and proud that Singapore can be chosen to hold such a large scale event. On another note: why NUS is going to be the Olympic Village? and why only two days?? Whatever. I seriously think i'll be actively involved in the Youth Olympics, because I am a Singaporean who backed the bid, and I am proud to be one. Always!

My gam-gam-friend Weizhi took part in the Hall Dance in Hall 1 last night as well. Although he is not in my hall, b ut then again, he is my friend, so I must congratulate that he and his team won first! Yay. No idea actually how Hall 4's team faired. But still glad. Because everyone put in effort throughout the Hall Olympiad, including me! Haha.. Small but significant okay. Haha! Good job guys for an exhilarating 3 months of fun and bonding. No idea if I'll be part of the fun again next year...

Epiphany Theatre, the drama wing of Epiphany NTU English and Drama Society, held its preview run of Introspection'08, a collaborative project between Epiphany Theatre and NIE VPA. All the hard work the cast and crew put in the last three months will come to an end after the final performance tonight. Judging for the performance and audiences reactions last night at NIE Nanyang Playhouse, tonight's performance will be better, brighter, and greater! Cheers to everyone. We will make it a success! And after that, we can PARTY!

Well, and after all these, I can go back and concentrate on my studies, which I feel once again I have neglected. Why am I blogging now when I have a quiz in an hours time??? Argh! I need to get back to work, and mug mug mug!!

miloboi says: Ending one event is just the start of another phase of life.
TIME! I need you now!

Surprise Visit

Multi-literary forms writer ng yi-Sheng, famed from his poetry collection Last Boy, non-fiction anthology SQ21, playwright of 251 and other plays, freelance writer for Fridae, came to NTU today to join us for Nanyang literary festival, organised by Epiphany english n drama society.

And he gave a stunning poetry slam performance, reading from his collection of poems in Last Boy.

He read with passion, enthusiasm, burning rigour.

My! If only i had his courage to being who i really am. I applaud these people who dare to stand out and be who they are.


Side track: why are the rich people getting the good education, excelling in it, getting the good scholarship, going overseas, returning, completing their bonds or not, before returning to who they are as a learned young person, ready to take on the world. Why is life to unfair?

deciphering life

Chanced upon this again.

I've been blogging since I was in J2.

And boy was i naive! Haha. Really did not know what i was thinking or talking about then. Maybe thats life.

That blog will remain a part of me, my memories before I entered army. When I was still a playwright. When I was still a student reporter. When I was still a young innocent 18 year old boy. When I was still confused. Haha. Really. I even hinted i liked a girl.

check this out:

when i was 18 (and so much more innocent!)

miloboi says: return to innocence.
i think a lot each time i blog.
problem deciphering now!

quizzes : my life . my studies . me

a special guest entered my life.
rocked my world.
changed my perspective.

special. matured. individualistic. unique.
humorous. adventurous. fun.
talented. suave.

the lives i lead makes me so confused.
i don't really know what i want.

lust.
love?
lust?
love.

after V. he came and visit me.
i have to revisit myself.
digging deep into me.
what do i really want?
quizzing me about my life.
throwing in sensations to awaken me to the real world.

31. just another number?
he. just another intruder?

i seek for an answer which i believe only i can reply to myself.

i bury myself into a morally wrong fantasy again.

when can i fully regain myself?

repent?

- quizzes -

tests are not just academic.
they also appear in life.
they quiz you.
they squeeze you.

dry?
excited.
high!

endurance is necessary.
all but a test of faith.
the problem is, this time, I seem confident, over confident.

NOT AT ALL THE TINIEST SENSE OF GUILT!
will i drown?

miloboi says: this test, i feel is needed. but who will pass this test?
V - I - W

NUS biathalon: lucky no

Just for my own record. Anyway, this no's permutation is on the event tee: 1702, todays date. And during registration, i told the person the wrong no, 1072.. My category last no luckily only 1071. Thus invalid no.. So funny.. 3 permutations of the same no.. Then i go buy 4d, both 1027 and 24 permutation i-bet oso cannot accept.. Luckily never open. Haha.

Prep for my first biathlon

Ok. I admit this picture was taken at home. Well. I went for my first biathlon. The NUS biathlon this morning, an event sponsored by newurbanmale.com.. Woke up super early. I was an amateur hence took part in bi lite category, consist of 400m swim and 2.5km run round east coast park. Really exciting. Swimming is really tiring lo. Its a challenge to go against the tide. Haha. But luckily i completed it! And well, i certainly need more courage to attempt something similar again, and more swimming training.. I must comment that the newurbanmale swim cap is eye catching, but not very comfortable to wear.. Haha. And the event tee is, Erm, just like other tee's num sponsors. But i must commend on NUS for a well organised event, especially the publicity n webby.. Ntu got lots to learn when organising such national open event..

So bliss n happy...

That i have to post yet another picture of both the bear and the rose.. So sweet.. Thank you.. Looking forward to a wonderful evening later;)

Vday surprise no 2..

But before the roses came, i was disturbed by a phone call in the middle of my maths lecture. Well.. I went out to the foyer of Lkc and the person Juz said i have a gift, but the sender remains anonymous. Well well.. Who is it? I've completely no idea if its from school or out.. Roar.. And anyway, i still can't figure out how vinc ordered the rose for me, from CAC.. Roar.. Anyway, this is all really sweet.

Happy valentine's day all darlings!

Tis valentines day, i shall be sweet and wish one and all a happy valentine's day. Really a happy day today. I was surprised with this, my first stalk of rose ever in my life.. Erm.. Actually no, someone gave me a rose too after my performance in sec 4. But anyway, its really sweet. Thanks so much vinc darling..

emotional quotient

I am afraid of loneliness.

I am afraid of being stuck in a situation.

I think too much.

Every night. I plan my days ahead. But they just don't turn up the way it suppose to.

Every night. I think. I think a lot. And every night. I feel so lonely. So emotional. So sad. But i just can't seem to find out the answers to all the questions I want to know. I don't even know exactly what I am thinking about.

I fantasize.

And I live in fantasy.

I am afraid to loose. Anyting.

Whatever.

Remembering the days.

Stole a shot at a photo at my aunts place.. Probably the only photo of my childhood i have at my aunts place where i grew up from pri 2 to sec 2.. How time flies.. At that time, i was only 6 years old.. I think i was at someone's wedding.. Date on photo: 8.8.92 well.. Haha.. Would we ever have known about digital cameras, mobile phones or even blogging.. Haha..

ICamwhore CNY 1.2

Super emo shot.. I like to take self pics with special angles.. But my face always turn out horrid.. But this was not bad.. Quite emo.. Haha..

iCamwhore CNY 1.1

My uncle's car.. My super beng "seh".. Good good year wor...

LNY day 3

My style for LNY day 3 2008;)

Friends

Friends. I give my Own definition. I dun need to care what others think of me. This is my best friend. We live it to my expectation and to my own definition and how i want it to be. Its okay if he does not think so. There's no way i believe how best friends should be. This is my best friend. He is zhiwei.

The fragile: part 2

My paternal grandmother. She dotes so much on me, showering me with love and much more thru financial n monetary means. I wonder why sometimes. Well. Because i'm the descendant of the Lim family. Well.. Haha.. We all know.. We should note forward and not lite like that in the past.. It seems that she has also grown older and nope brittle now. Her silence. I'm remorseful that i did not answer her calls when she tried contacting me. Sorry that i always complain, always so unwillingly to communicate with you. I should have loved and treasured you.

The fragile: part 1

My maternal grandmother. Suddenly i feel so matured.. And guilty. That i never bothered about her. That i once considered her a pest. I'm filled with regret. Now, my ah ma sits there, old and quiet. Troubled by the mishaps around the house, with the little misunderstandings amongst some of the adults in the family. I miss her smile. Strangely, i miss her scolding me. Ah ma, i love you...

LNY day 2

My look for day 2:)

Skinny trend

Hahaha... Well. This is my first day of new year combo.. Topman shirt and skinny jeans. Well. Who said heavier people dun look good in skinnies. I seem to like it. Oh.. Well.. I hope i certainly look not too bad. N i also hope that i dun get too much into it. On another note.. LNY at maternal grannies house was.. Erm.. Boring.. Mayb i'm old le.. But i was so excited in the previous days..

LNY collection

For the record, these are what i have for the lunar new year of the rat. A years collection of new clothes, shoes and accessory. Now i know.. No need to specially nex year clothes one.. U might unknowingly have bought alot of clothes before hand le.. Lol. This year, my new year clothes consist of 1 tank top, 8 tee shirts. 8 collared tees, 5 shirts,3 caps, 5 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of havaianas, 2 belts, 1pair of jeans, 1 berms, 2 skinnys, 1 ring,1 watch, 6 ear studs..worth more than $1500... Not shown: my new year bag, which is the num bag my pjc clan got me for my 21st birthday.. Orh.. Told u i had clothes to last me for all 15 days of the LNY...

Happy LNY!

Sick. Really sick.. I fainted in last evening. Was sent to hospital. Luckily recovered fast n discharged today.. Before LNY.. It sucks to be sick. Especially during LNY period. Now still having sore throat n runny nose.. Roar.. Really down.. Completely devastated.. Haiz. No chinese new year goodies for zac tis LNY:( i realise that some big things happen to me each critical period. I really dun mean to miss yesterday's performance. We could have done it.. Haiz.. But life is unpredictable.. Why? This year seems to be not very smooth sailing for me. Hope that the new year will be much better... Happy chinese new year everyone! 恭祝大家新年快乐,万事如意.　

iFeel with Music v1: 逃亡

逃亡

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：风筝

踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满

我看著山下千万的窗谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯

关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败

一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量

才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光






To find the truth, to find the point in life, to understand, we can't always stay in the same place and struggle mentally. That will get us nowhere. We need to run, to move away, to break free. I'm searching, and I'm moving. 我想逃亡, 不曾感到失望, 才能让自己发光.

Reaching another level

I am usually hyperactive at night.

But tonight, I am tired. Tired of all the nonsense.

Tired of people who just seems to careless.

Tired of friends who can't keep promises.

Tired of people saying how troubled they are.

Tired of people acting emo just because of a small thing.

Tired of not getting the attention i want.

Tired of rushing from one place to another.

Tired of waiting for people whjo just can't be on time.

Tired of w-a-i-t-i-n-g.

Tired of friends who put aeroplance in the very last minute.

Tired of people who act like they are close friend with you but are actually just making use of you.

Tired of hearing people complaining how tired they are, like other people are not.

Tired of doing things one after another and not knowing when it will all end.

Tired of trying to make life exciting and interesting for people when people don't seem to be able to appreciate it.

Tired of all that I am going through.

I'm tired of being tired.

I need a break.

I need a break when i can tell people that I've had enough.

Why should I always be the one to carry all the burden and stress both mentally and physically. Why can't i be the one to put people aeroplane?

Why can't I just let go and lead the life that I want?

I should.

Mobile phones will be offed. I shall remain uncontactable.

If you are reading this, good for you!

For this Chinese New Year weekend. I just want to tell you: I have had enough! I need my BREAK! I shall get my BREAK! I DON"T CARE WHAT WILL HAPPEN! I DON'T CARE WTHAT YOU THINK OF ME. I AM TIRED AND I'M GOING OFF! SHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Bliss: the union

3 scoops of ice creams. 3 friends. Triple the bliss. Think of it.. Wat is happiness? *scratches head* well. Had a small gathering with the chestnuts. However, the size of the crowd has dwindled significantly. Wonder why.. Hmm.. Why i always try my best to priortise meeting them, but there are others who just don't care. Sadded.. On another note, we went to a korean bbq restaurant at excelsior hotel, near peninsular hotel n city hall.. The food was quite good.. But the price is quite considerable as well.. Yup.. Digressed.. Back to topic. Well. Friends will always b friends. Hope we can get back to the hey days like last year.. But true.. Everyone is getting busier with life as we grow old. 但我相信,有心就会来的. ;) not targeting anybody nor saying it in negative light..

iEvolve 1.2 艾莎22之维尼熊之恋 Part 2

这复仇计早已准备妥当,万事具备,只欠东风.

但始终就是没等到那一天...　

艾莎克天天都到后院偷瞄隔壁家那弟弟,天天想这对付的方法.不知不觉中,他已不再恨弟弟,反而觉得弟弟可爱了.

或许,原因事因为妈妈买了更漂亮,夺目的芝麻街系列的止尿裤.

艾莎克不再妒济.反而娇傲了起来.　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
看起来两人只是擦身而过的莫生时,故事有了大专变.在艾莎克6岁那年,爱莎克的夫母突然和他说了...




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